I am seriously depressed now...Can't go to Cambodia with SJ ppl...And it's like SJ only go overseas once in a long long time ok?I AM SO SERIOUSLY SAD!!!And they promised me that I could go...PROMISED.And now they say cannot.I was looking forward to the trip so much...and you know what my mum SAID?She said "If you go to this trip, you won't go to any of the overseas trip for the next FOUR years."What was I supposed to say?That I want to go and waste all the oppurtunities for the next FOUR years?No.I just couldn't go.And it wasn't fair cos she told my sis that when she went to sec sch, she can go for ALL the trips.I hate my life.And my parents.And everyone else that lied to me.
what we could have been, 9:22 PM.