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Wednesday, December 31, 2008

i've SHIFTED :D

http://twihardxoxo.livejournal.com

relink and w/e yeah :D
no more cbox, so click onthe COMMENT button yeah?

happy 2009(:

what we could have been, 11:40 PM.

there's abt 2 hrs left in 2008.
to sum it up,
it's been a good year:
(by memory so might not be chronological)
I MET BLG AND HUGGED MARTIN. LOL.
AVRIL CONCERT.
JNCO :D
NickVujicic. life altering.
all the CGs <3
clique. which still has no name wth.
Sims 2 :D
and TWILIGHT :D
haha.

anw.
awesome sqd outing today.
i'm sry mira X:
i proooooooomise i'll watch with you some day ><

and JIAYI,
let's go watch digital together :D
haha.

ksoanw,
my new year resolutions are still not done,
and i'm gonna start using livejounal beginning 2hrs.
LOL.

so yeah,
bye blogger (:

what we could have been, 9:48 PM.
Tuesday, December 30, 2008

i think,
i'll try livejournal on 2009.
will still use blogger, i think.
just that it's getting kinda boring -.-
ah well.
chiong chinese.
bye.

what we could have been, 8:04 PM.

SIM JIA YI.
HOW CAN YOU BAIL ON ME LAST MINUTE ._.
roar.

ah well.
i shall go scout for replacement ._.

and i guess shunbin's email showed me what i should do.
trust Lord and let Lord.

// back to hcl and jodi picoult -.-

what we could have been, 7:50 PM.

LOL.
my siblings (&cousin) saw the 40th photo,
and my sis and cuz says yiren's the most shuai out of them.
(because of the braces!)
rofl.
my bro voted for kaiseng.
lol.
but in the end they all concluded that all the guys are not shuai -.-

and i've finished 2 summaries and 1 1/2 reflections :D
yay me.

what we could have been, 7:35 PM.

sidenote:

i'ld miss polaroids.
haven't even fufilled my childhood wish of getting one,
and now they've stopped productions.

ah well.
i'ld still go to the flea market to get the camera,
even though i'll have no film to take pics with /:

what we could have been, 1:45 PM.

it feels odd to know that there's a million and one things i have to do,
but all i want is to spend time with you.
it'll probably wear off though
-that wanting feeling-
but i have no idea when,
no idea how,
no idea what i'll be like when that happens.

------

on a lighter note,
i'm currently trying to rush out chinese,
(writing unconnected sentences about lunchboxes and my life)
ignoring the urge to play sims 2,
and planning my day tmr.
(sqd buffet at tampines, twilight new year at suntec, blahblahblah).

oh.
and trying to figure out my life.

btw, jodi picoult's a great writer.
she might just be the solution to my twilight addiction.
then again,
maybe not xD

what we could have been, 1:00 PM.
Sunday, December 28, 2008

does anyone else know the feeling of like sudden emptiness?
like when you're looking forward so much/being so excited over something,
then it comes and you're like :D
and then it ends and you're like
o.o it's over?

that's how i feel now.

in short,
40th anniversary was a great success,
i had the highest heels (LOL PEARL, SO MUCH FOR "low heels")
and i love squad.

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&you'll never know how hard i fell,
cos you never knew how i felt.

what we could have been, 8:42 PM.
Friday, December 26, 2008

i am feeling sad for myself now.
despite the optimism post below.
y'know you can't control hormones.
y'know you can't control the people you mingle with.
but seriously why am i liking guys i'm not supposed to like.
convulted sentence?
yes.
but my emotions are more messed up.

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i think it'll end up as another heartbreak;
another heart ache,
to add on to the pile at the corner of my mind

Lord, guide me through this,
help me sort out my feelings,
help me see myself without masks.

------

there's a million and one things i need to tell you,
but if i did,
that would probably be the last million and one things that i tell you.
and i never want to stop telling you stuff ._.

what we could have been, 11:01 PM.

okay. i promised a chim post, so here goes nothing.
---

i had this thought this morning:
"this is heaven right smack in the middle of hell"
but then another thought crossed over:
why can't it be hell right smack in the middle of heaven?
i mean,
it's like the zebras:
black with white stripes,
or white with black stripes?

so yeah,
point being,
we should all be more optimistic and see challenges as God trying to make the good times seem better.
like uh, contrast, yeah?

yep,
point taken,
no more chim post.
LOL.

i'm off to pack for tmr ><

what we could have been, 10:13 PM.

40th prep again.
birthday msg, skid, dance, dance, skid, dance, dance, run through.
LOL.

then chionged to vivo to meet pearl and kellie and huijun and jiamin.
made pearl and kellie very happy by telling them i need their help to get heels -.-
yep,
then had lunch at long john silvers,
shopped for heels.
freaking funny.
lol.
HUIJUN YOU SHOULD SO TOTALLY GET THAT PAIR!
IT MAKES YOU THE SAME HEIGHT AS JIAMIN!
ROFL.
anw,
got my heels JUST before we chionged to the GV.
yeah,
then watched YES MAN.
died of laughter,
then went to some national geographic place,
then come home.
LOL.
okay. long awaited photos:

MY HEELS/STILETTOS:


it's the height of the shoebox O:

LOL.
i'm gonna die tmr X:

oh and this post is super not chim because i have a chim post coming up.
LOL.

what we could have been, 9:30 PM.
Thursday, December 25, 2008

MY LAPTOP IS GG-FIED -.-
after deleting/moving all the stuff i could move/delete,
it only has 16gb of free space left on the C drive -.-
freaking irritating ._.

oh,
and thanks Dad for the AWESOME 160gb external hard drive that is trying to save my laptop :D
ily.
LOL.

oh. and i got my formal wear for 40th.
nearly died shopping for it.
hm.

what we could have been, 11:32 PM.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
XL YOU FORGOT O:
HOW COULD YOU?!
kayfine i forgot to remind you,
BUT STILL!
now how are you gonna get the taylor autographed thingo for me /:

what we could have been, 9:16 PM.

i feel like Bella being forced to spend 2 weeks in forks every year;
like Rosalie being forced to like Bella,
like Jasper being forced to be vegetarian.

i just don't get why i always have to agree with you.
- choosing clothes:
i'm the one wearing them,
why must you always push your opinions on me?
yes, i admit i'm fat.
so?
you don't have to keep harping on that fact.
just because everyone else in the family is thin doesnt mean i have to be thin too.
- saying that i put friends in front of family:
you didn't tell me that you all were staying at home to wait for me.
you told me you didn't even know whether we were going out.
and it's my fault for watching twilight with Debs after you said okay.
fine.
whatever.
i'll forget it because it's christmas,
and i think God wants me to forget it too.

what we could have been, 8:37 PM.

Merry Christmas :D
i'm currently printing out my IOUs and preparing to go to church.
LOL.
oh.
and it just came out kinda screwed -.-
nevermind,
i bet they'll laugh they're heads off at it anw.
ask jiayi.
LOL.
anwanwanw,
TWILIGHT later.
alone.
people will think i'm crazy and talking to myself.
rofl.

what we could have been, 9:53 AM.
Wednesday, December 24, 2008

i have no idea what to make for christmas,
what to wear to 40th,
and how to do my homework ._.

i need alice -.-

roar.
nvm.
shall go shopping tmr/later/whatever to revive my inner alice /:

what we could have been, 3:42 PM.

forever doesn't need to be long,
it just needs to have you in it(:

i have no idea why those words just popped into my head.

anws, twilight tmr <3

what we could have been, 1:24 PM.
Tuesday, December 23, 2008

FOBFOBFOBFOBFOBFOB!
haha.
i got the tickets today :D
and the discs :D
and now pearl has 3 extra tickets -.-

anw,
next year,
10 feb after sch,
we'll walk to indoor stadium
and do hw there and stuff until we can enter.
LOL.

it's like walking distance from sch lah -.-

kaysoanw,
you are such a retard, xl ><

what we could have been, 11:02 PM.
Monday, December 22, 2008

OMEOMEOMEOMEOME.
LEEXINLEI
I SWEAR
THE NEXT TIME I SEE YOU,
YOU'RE DEAD.

YOU DIDN'T TELL ME YOU KNOW ROBERT PATTINSON O:
THAT'S A CRIME PUNISHABLE BY DEATH OKAY.
but anw,
GO EXTORT STUFF FOR ME FROM HIM.
ROFL.
AND GO ASK TAYLOR FOR JACKSON AND KELLAN AND I'LL LOVE YOU TO BITS.
OME.

yeah.
AND FOB WITH PEARL AND MIRA :D

what we could have been, 11:55 PM.

ROFL.
(8:56 PM) thistwilightobse: HEY (8:56 PM) thistwilightobse: HEY (8:56 PM) thistwilightobse: HEY (8:56 PM) thistwilightobse: HOW'S TAYLOR (8:56 PM) thistwilightobse: ROFL (8:56 PM) • Mactech • (F): why did i just know u were gonna say that (8:56 PM) • Mactech • (F): after i saw the popup (8:56 PM) • Mactech • (F): that u log in (8:56 PM) • Mactech • (F): -,- (8:56 PM) thistwilightobse: hahahhaha (8:56 PM) thistwilightobse: like DU-UH (9:01 PM) thistwilightobse: and you haven't answered my question yet -.- (9:03 PM) • Mactech • (F): er (9:03 PM) • Mactech • (F): hes (9:03 PM) • Mactech • (F): still being (9:03 PM) • Mactech • (F): hot? (9:03 PM) • Mactech • (F): :S (9:04 PM) thistwilightobse: ROFL (9:04 PM) • Mactech • (F): not funny ._.

lol.

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I WANT TO GO FOB CONCERT O:
20.02.2009

gogogo with me :D

what we could have been, 2:12 PM.

i am so bored i might just end up going to cwps and watch twilight alone.
lol.
i need my vampire baseball scene O:

what we could have been, 1:29 PM.
Sunday, December 21, 2008

i'm trying not to think.
because thinking would make it feel so much worst.
but i have to face it.
because unless i face it,
i won't be able to overcome it.
do i make sense?
i don't know.
everything is like a whirlwind now:

JNCO's over.
it's supposed to be full of memories, full of tears.
but it was... just our sqd i think,
full of laughter,
sadistic humour,
squad spirit.
love. brothers, sisters, squadmates.

family.
my dad's back.
everything seems normal.
except i'm looking through a screen again.
it's that i know i'm part of it but it's not for me feeling.
that invisible barrier;
i hope i'll overcome it.
soon.

emotions.
a flurry of.
"your strength is that you can keep calm even when it's chaos, but when you lose it, you're gone."
there's probably no problem with that.
except that i don't know when i'm gonna snap.
i don't know whether my "calm" is supposed to be good.
i don't know whether i'm bottling too much of my emotions,
storing it somewhere until a really stressful situation makes me snap.
i don't know whether what i'm feeling now is the shadow of a past emotion,
or the jumbling up of all the emotions that built up.
i'm just veryvery confused.

God.
i really need to feel Him with me.
i need His support,
His encouragement.
but am I still in touch with Him?
am I asking too much.

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thinking.
it feels so abstract,
so far away.
i'm trying not to philosophise,
but the more i try to run away from it,
the harder i fall when the problem catches up.

beneath all the masks,
who am I?
what am I like?
which is the real me?

the snapping point-
so close, yet so easy to step far away from it.

what we could have been, 10:06 PM.
Wednesday, December 17, 2008

taaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaylor :D
my greatest love ever,
along with rob pattz, peter sth (carlisle), jackson rathbone and kellan lutz.
OH.
and cam gigandet.
haha.

and he's asleep now.
seriously xl,
make him make you his greatest pal ever.
LOL.
then you can extort stuff from him for me.
;D

what we could have been, 1:08 PM.

OMEOMEOMEOMEOMEOMEOMEOMEOME!
I LOVE YOU XL!
TAYLORTAYLORTAYLORTAYLOR.
OME.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
I'M AT A LOST FOR WORDS O:
well, except,
WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME EARLIER?!
now i'll have to go to camp and have nobody to gush twilight to -.-

ahhhhh.
nvm.
just make sure you get a signed copy of twilight for me LOL.

what we could have been, 12:17 PM.
Tuesday, December 16, 2008

YAY
MOI IS OVER!
lol.
so anw,
today's PT was ._.
actually okay lah,
but dunno why i started to have very fast breathing at the end.
like 3-5 breaths when normally i take 1.
so yeah.
i think i'm gonna die in JNCO if that continues.

so anw,
JAAAAAAAAAAAAAASPER :D
haha.
hottest ever (:

oh.
I WANT THE LIFESIZE STANDEE OF EDWARD!
then i really capture robert in my room (LOL XL MY WISH CAME TRUE)
rofl.

so anw,
2 more days to camp ><
i'll post tmr before i leave ._.

what we could have been, 11:28 PM.
Monday, December 15, 2008

tmr's MOI,
and i'm having panic attacks now ._.
i think i'll die tmr lah .____.
roar.

anw,
HAVE A NICE TRIP, PEARL!
lol.
it's a little to late, but still :D
i hope you get me stuff i want
LOL X:
i'm being greedy 8D

anw,
i'm freaking tired now,
and it's like 2 days to camp.
so i guess i'm still gonna die even if i survive tmr -.-

what we could have been, 9:54 PM.
Sunday, December 14, 2008

I still reallyreallyreally want the stuff below.
but i guess i need to save up for a lot of stuff ._.

and i didn't get to watch twilight with deborah ._.
roar.
and jiaying forgot to bring the shirt -.-
lol.

and i guess today's CG was quite awkward.
for me.
hm.

ah well.
back to MOI and twilight :D

what we could have been, 5:51 PM.
Saturday, December 13, 2008

I WANT THESE!


LOL.
pretty please? (:

haha anw,
i'm not done with the harry vs twilight thing yet,
cos i'm not ready with my MOI ppt,
so i guess i'm dead X:

and i love mira for being there whenever i need to gush twilight to.
LOL.
twilight partner :D

and uh.
i'm watching twilight again tmr :D
with deborah.
hopefully i get to SG in time ._.

roar.
i hate being broke.
haha

what we could have been, 9:58 PM.
Friday, December 12, 2008

TAGGED BY PEARL!
1. My friends those who listen and understand
2. I am listening to Supermassive Black Hole by Muse (Twilight Soundtrack, the megawesome BASEBALL SCENE)
3. Maybe i should learn to spend less
4. I love TWILIGHT! haha. and the Cullen boys, and James and Taylor :D
5. My plan is to own all the Twilight posters available at popcornpop
6. I dont understand why people hate Twilight the movie
7. I lost my human life to Edward (in my dreams xD)
8. People say i am too obsessed with Twilight.
9. I am missing watching Twilight with Nurul and Jiaying
10. Love means THE CULLEN BOYS! lol. jk. Love means never wanting to lose the one you love LOL.
11. Somewhere in the world, someone is searching for you, as you are searching for them <3
12. I am always searching for my Edward <33
13. Forever begins now. LOL
14. I never want to lose a friend.
15. My mobile phone is freaking cool :D
16. When i wake up in the morning, i try to recall my dreams
17. I get annoyed when people diss the stuff I love. LIKE ROBERT PATTINSON BEING PROUD (like wtf, he's freaking humble alr -.-)
18. Parties means alchohol, dancing, loud music and cute guys X:
19. Hugs or kisses? Kisses (:
20. Today I am supposed to finish my MOI lesson stuff ._.
21. Tomorrow I'm returning to SG to prepare for JNCO D:
22. I really want to quit SJ
23. I love TWILIGHT. LOL. (refers to Q4. EH THIS IS Q23 LOL)
24. What is your phone brand? Sony Ericsson
25. What is the last 3 digits in your phone number?  077. LOL sounds like James Bond. (007)
26. What does the 2nd message inyour inbox say? um. sth about CG and CG chalet and $5 LOL.
27. Who was the last person you rang? Home. from the Twilight premiere :D
28. Who was the last missed call from? Mum, calling to ask when the premiere ends. LOL.
29. What does the oldest msg in your inbox say? Can't rmb. I think it was sth about my birthday ROFL.
30. Who comes after J? JiaYing I think. cannot rmb
31. Go to your sent messages- What does the tenth message say? I HAVE NO IDEA. LOL. cannot check my phone. -.-
32. Who is your network provider? M1
33. How many messages are there in your inbox? A LOT.
34. Who do you have on speed dail 3? nobody. haha.
35. If you are on prepaid card, how much credict do you have? not applicable
36. Who's the first person who comes after C? Caryn I think.
37. What do you have as your main ringtone? Decode, Paramore
38. Pass this quiz to 10 people
1. Mira
2. Deborah
3. Jiaying (though she has no blog LOL)
4. Ann
5. Eisabess
6. Edward
7. Alice
8. Jasper
9. Emmett
10. Rosalie

LOL. i dunno who else to tag. everyone is either tagged by Pearl, or has no blog -.-

what we could have been, 8:33 PM.

IF SUMMIT DOESN'T RECAST TAYLOR LAUTNER AS JACOB, I SWEAR I'LL KILL THEM ._.
roar.
they can't take away my eye-candy werewolf and put some new guy in ><
ugh.
if my perfect Jacob's gone in New Moon,
i swear i'll um. not buy the new jacob poster
(that's the most i can live with)

and the new director is the golden compass guy lah -.-
and he made golden compass so freaking boring.
if he makes new moon and eclipse anything like GC,
i'll complain to summit,
and make them refilm X:
roar.
i mean they earned like 170mil worldwide with catherine,
WHY SACK HER?
(other than she keeps filming top body only -.-)

http://www.petitionspot.com/petitions/SaveTaylorLautner
go sign that petition.

and um,
some rich human please get me
http://www.amazon.com/EXCLUSIVE-Twilight-Limited-Official-Complete/dp/B001HX4MCG this,
http://www.amazon.com/Twilight-Saga-Slipcased-Stephenie-Meyer/dp/0316031844/ref=pd_sim_t_5 this,
and/or all the posters at popcornpop for christmas 8D

oh which reminds me,
i need 2 pretty frames for my twilight posters, haha.

what we could have been, 5:11 PM.
Wednesday, December 10, 2008

i freaking love twilight singapore <3
i'm like wowing at the posters alr :D
need to get FRAMES for them,
cos they're my new babies.
LOL.
and guess what i found while googling:
"There were girls screaming when his name came out at credits - I guess I have to share him now ): HAHA! Oh well, I think Jacob looked hot at the end as well, when he was glaring at Edward. Love the shirt and tie, of course (goddammit, I can’t find a photo for that, either)."
no prizes for guessing who the girls are.
haha.
i love mira (JANE. LOL) and jiaying :D
let's have a twilight christmas.
which reminds me,
JIAYING, MAJOR HINT HERE,
TWILIGHT COLLECTORS EDITION
SGD$33+ only.
pretty please?(:

what we could have been, 5:05 PM.

OMEOMEOMEOMEOMEOMEOMEOMEOME!
TWILIGHT WAS FREAKING AWESOME!
LIKE SWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOON AWESOME!
LOL.

okay, so bus-ed back from malaysia at like 3+,
came back, packed stuff, mrt-ed to orchard,
told jiaying how to go to lido:
get out of orchard mrt, turn left, cross the road, turn right, cross the road and go all the way up. you'll know it's the correct building cos there's a gigantic edward & bella poster on the wall.
LOL.
okay,
then met her at lido,
bought dinner (HAPPYMEAL. cos i was HAPPY :D)
then ate at the standing thingo,
and then this girl came to talk to us (I STILL DON'T KNOW HER NAME.)
lol. i just realised that.
anw, for posting purposes, let's call her jane 8D
okay,
so jane talked to us,
and jiaying just went,
edward's that guy in harry potter right? cedric diggory.
and jane was like
NO. HE'S ROBERT PATTINSON, AND THE HOTTEST GUY EVER.
LOL. sth like that,
then made jiaying know ALL the twilight stuff,
met the twilight singapore people.
and get this:
ME AND DEBORAH ACTUALLY WON FIRST PRIZE FOR THE PHOTO THING!
and i didn't know until they gave me the prize.
LOL.
i was like o.o SHOCK!
OHOHOH.
AND THE PRIZE WAS
2 PREMIERE TICKETS,
AND MOVIE POSTERS :D
haha.
so anw,
took picture,
went to change to our FAAAAAAAAAAAAB twilight tshirt,
jane went to eat dinner,
stole jiaying's starbucks (!!),
went to borders to get 8days,
but we went into the shop,
saw the twilight space,
ran to it,
and i saw twilight tshirts (THOSE FROM HOT TOPIC!)
and screamed.
LIKE WOAH SCREAMED.
haha.
chased like a few men away from that place xD
so um MARVELED at the twilight stuff
(JIAYING! CHRISTMAS GIFT! HINTHINTHINT)
haha.
went to mags section,
SWOOOOOOOONED at the pics and stuff,
paid and scared the cashier with twilightism,
and chionged back to lido for the movie.

then um.
ANNOUNCED about the twilight tshirts.
cos they were freaking awesome.
and then i took pictures for winning the thing again.
with edward at the back 8D
haha.
okay, then took as a whole twilight singapore,
then went into the theaters,
went O.O WOW at the premiums.
TWILIGHT MOUSEPAD AND POSTCARDS O:
and some canon brochure and torch and lindt chocolate.
okay,
then chionged out with jane to get snacks,
scared the popcorn guy with twilightism again LOL.
then chiong back in,
talked all through the trailers
(i think some people were pissed haha)
then movie started,
recited most of the lines.
and was like smacking jane all the way
(cos she smacked me first)
cos of lewd comments LOL.
okay,
so anw,
the most freaking awesome part,
EDWARD SPARKLES.
LIKE DIAMONDS.
see that's why you have to watch in the cinemas before commenting.
(i'm contradicting myself with a post from a million years ago)
lol.
anw,
THE MOVIE ROCKS.
GO WATCH IT.
WITH ME AND JIAYING.
A MILLION TIMES!
8D

okay so,
watched the movies aaaaaaaaaaaaall the way
until the end of the credits.
and got scolded by some little boy to shut up cos we were screaming at the credits.
like um
JAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAASPER!
EDWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARD!
JAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMES!
haha.
you get the idea.
kay so anw,
after the movie went to mrt with jiaying.
OH WAIT.
we camwhored at the pillars first.
like seriously camwhored.
LOL.
kay, then we walked to the mrt,
said byebye,
and smsed all the way home :D

TEAM HOTNESS ROCKS!
EDWARD + JASPER + EMMETT + JACOB + CARLISLE + JAMES = LOVE.

yes so,
WATCH THE MOVIE A MILLION TIMES.
it's freaking awesome.

and thanks ALOTALOTALOT to twilight singapore for:
soiree, premiere tickets, twilight t shirt and the posters.
you rock <3

and it took me like 30mins to type this post xD

what we could have been, 12:36 AM.
Monday, December 8, 2008

DEBORAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.
come back.
now.
cos twilight ain't fun without you.
cos no one else can recite the lines with me DDD:
roar.
okay.
i still have my chapter 22 lovelies <3

but still...
hm.
would you mind if i give the ticket to my friend X:
but you'll get to keep the shirt :D
i'm sry x:

what we could have been, 11:16 PM.

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!
me and deborah won the photo contest :D
and our names' the FIRST:
(copy and pasted from twilightsingapore.com)

The contest is closed and the winners are in! We would like to thank you to the fans who submitted in their pictures and we salute you for your hardwork cos we know it is not easy to take 10 posters in 10 different places. So without further ado, here are the winners!

1. Christine Teo
2. Teresa
3. Jade Cheetham
4. Amanda
5. Suhana
6. Nurulhuda
7. Hanis and Farah
8. Siti Zafirah
9. Jolene Yap
10. Melissa Tan

We’ve posted their entries here so enjoy them! They are not in order as above.

LOL.
PREMIERE TICKETS O:
i'm freaking happy <3
yayyayyay!
and twilight tshirts :D
hahahahhaha.
yaaaaaaaaaaaaay
it's like dream come true ome.
which reminds me,
this morning i dreamt that i was checking the website,
and i didn't see my name,
and i was so sad that i woke up.
LOL.
it's true okay, i'm not lying.
haha.

okay.
but now the problem's deborah's not in singapore ._.
and i dunno what to do with her ticket.
roar.

what we could have been, 1:48 PM.
Sunday, December 7, 2008

post 497
LOL.
3 more posts to 500 ._.
okay anyway,
I NEED TO KNOW THE RESULTS FOR THE PHOTO COMPETITION
lol.
just msn-ed eisabess.
i'm kinda um. desperate.
LOL.
i realise nobody understands what i'm typing -.-
hm
i want the soiree pics and emails.
spunk ransom :D

what we could have been, 7:49 PM.
Saturday, December 6, 2008

SOIREE!
was fun(ny).
met like um 7 new twihards.
cos we were split into groups and stuff.
um.
book discussion,
almost late,
chionged to the multipurpose room,
and randomly picked some coloured card,
and got into chapter 22.
and met NURUL (LOL) and ANNABELL
haha.
the 2 people i keep talking to in the comments LOL.
pure coincidence i tell you.
so anw,
um i rmb,
nurul, annabell, jasmine, Elisabess?, Kristen,
okay that's as far as my memory would go.
kay, so anw,
book discussion was LOL.
and the cameras were like o.o
haha.
then um EDWAAAAAAAAAAARD.
lol.
then went to the actual soiree,
chatted, exchanged numbers, screamed,
voiced over the trailers LOL.
then had quizzes,
was a NICE PERSON,
i actually let people go answer when we um raised hands together?
haha.
um.
KRISTEN IS SO LUCKY.
she got like all the prizes available:
posters (ALL THREE OMG), soundtrack, movie companion, notepads, mug,
and most importantly,
PREMIER TICKET. OME.
haha.
and jasmine won a ticket too.
i gave her the answers -.-
but i believe God will see my um goodheartedness,
and let me win the photo competition,
and i'll win the premier tickets too :D
but deborah won't be here)':
hm.
complications.
ANW!
after quizzes and stuff,
went to eat,
lucky draw (I NEVER WIN THESE -.-)
other stuff.
LOL.
and um took picture with the chapter 22 group :D
we blocked Bella,
COS WE'RE EDWARD'S BELLAS
HAHA.
kay, so anw,
after that went to mrt with CHAPTER 22,
took mrt with someone whose name i dunno X:
and then um ya,
came home.
OH AND THE FREE POSTER.
OMG IT'S GORGEOUS.
haha.
i got the one with james and victoria and laurent and edward and bella.
lol.
pics later or sth.
it's like the one magazines don't give,
cos they keep giving the movie one.
haha.
okay.
somebody give me a thousand bucks to get my twilight stuff O:

what we could have been, 9:52 PM.



it finally finished uploading.
LOL.
dont laugh /:

what we could have been, 1:19 PM.

i'm leaving in like 3 hours,
and i've finished everything :D
haha.
left finding black heels or just wearing my nikes.
(i think i'll wear nikes)
LOL.
okay.
now i have to upload the vid of the pics for deborah.

what we could have been, 1:14 PM.

IT'S TODAY!
haha.
and i'm still sitting on the sofa using my laptop when
A. my shirt isnt done
B. my belt isnt done
C. my bracelet isn't done
D. my cullen crest is not on the necklace.
LOL.
so in short,
NOTHING'S FINISHED.
okay.
i shall go off and finish the soiree stuff :D

what we could have been, 9:58 AM.
Friday, December 5, 2008

omega night was fun.
LOL.
worship was...
hard
TWILIGHT WITH DEBORAH O:
was hilarious i tell you.
"OMG! I LOVE THIS PART!"
"AHHHHHHH THE CULLENS ARE COMING!"
"oh I know how this part goes _________"
haha.
and we were like talking throughout the night -.-
okay fine.
twilight lasted until abt 4am?
then went to play captains ball,
with a RUGBY -.-
freaking hard to catch.
OH. and waaaaaaaaay before that,
like after worship some guys were playing ball,
and me and deborah was like talking abt
deb:
"i want edward cullen to break my headboard"
me:
"i want feathers in my hair"
me:
"i want to be a chicken nest"
deb:
"i want to have bruises"
and then I got hit by the ball -.-
hm.
after captains ball was abt 6+am?
slacked and talked,
7am,
then woke darren up,
he went back to sleep,
slacked and talked somemore.
then um 8am,
abt there,
got cockroach in bethel hall.
LOL.
long story.
and i hope nobody watches the tape X:
it'll be damn maluing haha.
then talked to bernard,
slacked, went downstairs,
slack until 9+ went home to change and brush teeth and get charger,
came back to church to slack and eat breakfast,
clean up, debrief and photos and go home :D
haha.

and thank you bernard for going in the middle of the night to get coffee for us <3
and thank you bernard and darren? (was there someone else?) for getting coffee for us AGAIN in the middle of the night. LOL.
and thank you shunbin for the card :D
(DON'T COME TO MY BLOG!)
and um ya.
off to finish up soiree stuff ._.

what we could have been, 7:48 PM.
Thursday, December 4, 2008

lol.
in my excitement of 3D movies,
i forgot to blog about today!
LOL.
okay so um.
Bolt in 3D was COOL!
haha.
and sparked my love for 3D movies O:
and um.
ya.
went there, walked the um shelter to marina square,
and saw this BIIIIIIIIIIIIIIG group of american/british guys 8D
*SWOOOOOOOOOOOONS* and um.
*SCREAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMS*
haha.
(amanda should have come)
okay after um. HUACHI-ing,
walked to suntec through marina,
and saw the ELMO show.
haha.
took pics,
then got lost at suntec,
and got tics for bolt.
OHOH.
AND BEFORE WE REACHED THE CINEMA,
I SAW 3 GUYS O:
guess who?
random american guys
*swooooooooooooons again*
haha.
so um got tics.
then searched for place to eat lunch,
ended up at food republic,
saw this FAKE blonde guy.
who looks GAY.
oh and the AUNTY who chope (sp?) a TABLE for herself,
with tissue paper -.-
then um ya,
watched movie with COOL glasses -.-
which was at like the um place on the nose where it's very uncomfortable.
so um ya,
bolt was nice.
WHICH REMINDS ME,
sry kellie, we changed movie):
ok so anyway.
THE TRAILERS WERE COOL!
haha
for the first time.
(i officially love 3D movies again :D)
haha, okay so after movie,
took um MALU pictures with the twilight poster X:
and when finding the MRT station
got the free starbucks thing.
so um, walked to  starbucks,
saw this amaaaaaaaaaaaaaaazing long queue,
and we were like CHEAPSKATE SG-EANS.
okay maybe just me and vivian.
LOL.
then went home.
haha.
and uh.
got called by shunbin by accident.
lol.
then came back,
worked on my belt,
which is sooooooo not going good.
hm.
then ya.
you saw the rest below.

what we could have been, 10:04 PM.

I LOVE 3D MOVIES
HARRY POTTER WILL BE IN 3D,
AND CORALINE,
AND FINAL DESTINATION 4,
AND JONAS BROTHERS,
AND UP,
AND ICE AGE 3,
and alotalot
(okay not really but still!)
haha
I WANT NEW MOON IN 3D!
cos it's kinda impossible to have twilight in 3D now.
unless they have this converter thing.
LOL.
i'm going crazy.
anyway,
TEAM FORKS :D
by your's truly and vivian.
haha.

thismusicobsession~ || &3D MOVIES O: says:
i'm um
thismusicobsession~ || &3D MOVIES O: says:
TEAM SWITZERLAND
thismusicobsession~ || &3D MOVIES O: says:
with mood swings
         vivian        ;                             who cares; LIBERATED 8D says:
ahhaah
         vivian        ;                             who cares; LIBERATED 8D says:
LOl
thismusicobsession~ || &3D MOVIES O: says:
SO I'M CONSTANTLY ON THE EDGE OF
thismusicobsession~ || &3D MOVIES O: says:
TEAM EDWARD
         vivian        ;                             who cares; LIBERATED 8D says:
the neutral country
thismusicobsession~ || &3D MOVIES O: says:
AND TEAM JACOB
         vivian        ;                             who cares; LIBERATED 8D says:
HHAHAHA
         vivian        ;                             who cares; LIBERATED 8D says:
that would make u team forks
         vivian        ;                             who cares; LIBERATED 8D says:
LOL
thismusicobsession~ || &3D MOVIES O: says:
LOL

okay.
AMANDA, PEARL, HUIJUN, VIVIAN, JIAMIN, JIAYING I BOOK YOU ALL FOR FINAL DESTINATION 4 IN 3D ON 27 AUGUST 2009!
haha.
left kellie out cos she'll FREAK.
lol.
and YAY.
i'm watching harry potter 3D with my mama,
means it's sponsored.
LOL.
but yes, people can book me for the movie too :D
first come first serve.
subject to niceness of movie.
LOL.

haha.
TEAM FORKS ROCKS.

what we could have been, 6:37 PM.
Wednesday, December 3, 2008

YAY!
I LOVE THE CULLEN BOYS <3
and guess what?
JASPER'S SINGAPOREAN 8D

proof:
Rathbone was born in Singapore and has lived from places ranging from Indonesia to Midland, Texas. He started out in local theatre, The Pickwick Players. In high school, he went to Interlochen, a private school for the arts in Michigan. After graduation, he had planned to go to the Royal Scottish Academy but went to LA to experiment with the big screen. He lived with his high school mate and best friend, Alex Boyd. He immediately signed onto Disney's 411. He had a leading role in the ABC Family show Beautiful People, which premiered in fall 2005 and the second half of the first season began in spring 2006.

haha YAY.
(it's the actor by the way)
Jackson Rathbone :D
YAY JASPER THE MOOD CONTROLLING VAMPIRE,
WHO I LOVE BECAUSE HE LOOKS HOT IN A BASEBALL CAP
lol.
seriously.
google it :D

what we could have been, 3:31 PM.

Dear Santa...

Dear Santa,

This year I've been busy!

Last week I turned in for farting in church (3 points). In January I put gum in 's hair (-12 points). Last Tuesday I helped see the light (8 points). In September I ruled Duluth, Minnesota as a kind and benevolent dictator (700 points). Last Sunday I pulled over and changed 's flat tire (15 points).

Overall, I've been nice (714 points). For Christmas I deserve a toy train!

Sincerely,
Edward Cullen

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what we could have been, 3:11 PM.

LOL. i'm better than Jiayi :D

Dear Santa,
This year I've been busy!

In January I ate my brussel sprouts (1 points). Last Saturday I didn't flush (-1 points). In June I ruled Canada as a kind and benevolent dictator (700 points). In April I broke [info] maidenus's X-Box (-12 points). In July I got in line at the supermarket at the same time as someone else and I didn't yield (-8 points)

Overall, I've been nice (680 points). For Christmas I deserve a Nintendo Wii!

Sincerely,
Christine


Dear Santa,
This year I've been busy!

In September I had a shoot-out with rival gang lords on the 5 near LA (-76 points). Last Sunday I pushed Triggur in the mud (-17 points). In May I donated bone marrow to Triggur in a life-saving procedure (300 points). Last Thursday I ate my brussel sprouts (1 points). Last Saturday Triggur and I donated clothes to the needy (11 points).

Overall, I've been nice (219 points). For Christmas I deserve an XBox 360!

Sincerely,
loveMUSIC


what we could have been, 3:05 PM.
Tuesday, December 2, 2008

i probably check twilight singapore 20 times a day.
LOL.
i love the site (i wonder why?)
haha.
abt 3 days left to the soiree :D
left baking the charms for the belt and bracelet and um,
actually attaching them to the chain.
haha.
still considering abt the contacts ._.

what we could have been, 11:41 PM.

i'm gonna die.
screw moi. (no it's not french)
shit.
-
scrap that.
soiree's in 4 days,
and i still have to make my shirt/my belt/my bracelet.
yay me -.-

what we could have been, 12:50 PM.

i'm still up ._.
to twilight and stuff.
hm.
DEBORAH I NEED YOU TO MAGICALLY CONTACT ME OR STH NOW.
or i'll just pop by the church to say HI tmr X:
it's IMPORTANT.
cos it concerns our PREMIERE TICKETS O:
okay.
i'm done.
have to go do stuff now ._.
bye

what we could have been, 12:36 AM.

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