i suddenly miss fangirling over FOB.

i love deborah!

 OK. I HAVE GOOD NEWS AND BAD NEWS.

AND I THOUGHT I WAS A CRAZY FAN OF TWILIGHT O:

okay.

Had another weird dream yesterday.

i'm almost dead.

post 481.

i need a black and red outfit for the twilight soiree ._.

i watched twilight online x:

OH.

i have like alot of movies i want to watch:

I kinda miss the days when twilight was my personal obsession,

sometimes i wonder whether i'm seeing the same things as others do...

i'm back.

i'm at mcs now.

twilight's coming out in like 20 hours.

had another twilight dream last night.

OMG YAY!

WHO WANT'S TO ACCOMPANY ME TO A FLEA MARKET?

got from amanda who got from pearl :D

y'know,

Dear (DEBORAH cos she's my best twilight mate): I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it ___2___ ___3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ and___11___ .___12___,-Your name-

1.What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kabob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
OneTree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Told my psychiatrist about the bruises
C/D - Never will forget that night
E/F - Always wanted to break your leg
G/H – Hate your cooking
I/J – Mocked you behind your back constantly
K/L - Will tell the authorities that you did not steal that whale in the back yard
M/N - Told in my confession today about the moose poaching
O/P - Was interviewed about the car you stole
Q/R - Always will remember the pep talks
S/T - Get sick when I think of your feet
U/V - Will try to forget that you broke my heart
W/X - Haven’t showered in a month
Y/Z – Am better off without you

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship is ruined
Beer – you should stop picking your nose
Soft drink – I’m off to lead a new life as a lemon
Soda – I will haunt you when I’m incarnated as an Eskimo
Milk- The apartment building is on fire
Wine – Thanks for the Cocaine
Cider – I have a passionate interest for mice
Juice – You ruined my attempts at another world war
Mineral water – You should get that embarrassing rash checked
Hot chocolate – Your Cucumber-fetishism is weird
Whiskey - I love Oprah Winfrey
Liquor - I chew on your earlobes while you sleep
Other – I’m scratching my ass as you read this

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family

oh.

I LOVE DEBORAH

i'm chilled.

it's in desperate/horrible/the worst times when we see our friends.

post #460.

you know what?

I OFFICIALLY HATE DHS.

is anyone going to kill me for saying i love the little mermaid?

dying.

bffl.

i'm going a bit crazy here.

i'm going craaaaaaaaaaazy.

i didn't get triple sci,

xinyi's house was fun :D

my hair is screwed because it's outgrowing its layers ._.
and i want it to grow,
so roar D:

i studied him,
(his dark, tousled hair,
his perfect facial features,
his slightly angled nose,
his lip contours,
his warm, brown eyes)
trying to see a sign of confliction in what he just said.
i couldn't see any.

"don't go," i whispered, too broken to speak.
i knew it was going to end like this since the start of our relationship,
so there's no reason for it to hurt this much now,
was there?
i closed my eyes to let the tears escape.

"i'm sorry."
the voice lingered as i felt the breeze blow past me.
i didnt need to open my eyes to know that he was gone.
forever.

i crumpled to the forest floor.
it didn't matter that it was wet;
it didn't matter that i was getting dirty;
it didn't matter that it was turning darker with each passing moment;
afterall, life was meaningless without him.

i curled into a ball,
and willed death to come and claim me.

reading breaking dawn for the third time now.
kinda hate stephenie's opening style -
has that irritating recap touch to it ._.
hm.
but bella&edward's wedding was really magical
(no pun intended)
anw,
dreamt i was bella again,
and got woke up by xinyi for some stupid cca thing ._.
don't they understand how impt sleep is
roar.

and xl,
if you're so great,
do it yourself.
i'm through with being insulted for no good reason.
sure i love you and stuff,
but it's my ego you're hurting ._.

OH.
and the quotes ARE NOT word for word,
because i do not have SUPER memory like edward cullen ._.
and for more stuff, go to
http://www.heartswillhold.blogspot.com
which btw is deborah's blog because i don't feel like reading html now.
LOL.

okay,
i'm finally done with that LOOOOOOOOOOONG post
(which took 2 hrs btw.)
so here's the LIGHT content.
haha.
so i reached woodlands mrt darn early today,
waited for deborah,
got confused on which train to take,
counted the number stops and died of laughter,
died of laughter again in the train reading the
TWILIGHT DISCUSSION QUESTIONS
and blahblah the boring parts of the train ride,
then reached expo,
and went to some AVA pet care thing,
and saw this GIGANTIC dog.
then walkwalk some more,
ate orange julius (which has HIGH SUGAR CONTENT)
and thus resulting in my highness during service x:
haha.
went into the main hall and like WOAH.
big empty space.
lol.
walked around, met deborah's friend,
went to the hospitality counter (which was very funny, lol)
and stuff.
and fcbc's service is really diff.
just going into the hall is like o.o alr.
it's like concert like that,
everyone queuing up and chionging in, lol.
and their worship is like O.O.
haha.
then after service and stuff went to east point to meet my mum,
bought some shirts,
chionged to some shuttle bus to ikea,
shopped for furniture for my room :D
and ate dinner there and stuff,
and chionged home.
haha.
today was a fun and inspiring day :D
(i feel like i'm blogging so childishly after the post below. LOL.)

nick vujicic was reallyreallyreally inspiring.
it's hard to put the emotions that he brought about in me into words,
he's like this really amazing guy.
his sermon/speech/whatever brought about a different view for me in life,
like changing from wearing sunglasses to clear glass specs,
the world has become much more different;
like there is more than just outward appearences.

first consider this question,
"what would you rather have,
a hell of a time going to heaven, or,
a heaven of a time going to hell?"
more often than not, we blame God for the bad things that happen to us;
what we may not see is that God is building us up for our future,
and wanting us to learn fron the bad experience.

FEAR: false evidence appearing real
it hit me.
being afraid; who hasn't?
but how many have overcome it?
and out of these,
how many have totally overcame that fear with God?

and FAITH: for assurance in the heart
quote from nick:
"i see the table, i know i'm safe and won't fall, so i take a step;
but what happens if somehow i don't see the table anymore,
how would i know that i'll be safe?"
though God plays a large part in our faith,
faith doesn't have to be spiritual,
faith can be as simple as believing in yourself;
believing that that step can bring you further;
just like ann's dm:
Take steps, take enough of them and you're somewhere.
likewise,
believe in God,
that He has a plan for you;
even if that step that you take makes you fall,
believe that God has a plan to bring you back up again.

you must receive before you get
it's like a written cheque.
i wrote it,
and hold it right in front of you,
but if you don't make the effort to receive it,
you would never get the amount stated on it.
in the same sense,
if you don't draw close to God,
God won't draw close to you,
and thus you would not follow the plan He has made for you,
for you have never gotten close enough to see it clearly.
your relationship with God is not dependant on Him alone,
you, too, must make the effort to get close to Him;
afterall, what's a relationship that's one-sided?

Courage is when you do something afraid
(they should have told me this earlier, can use for mockingbird essay x:)
just like mrs dubose in to kill a mockingbird:
she knew that she might not succeed in kicking the addiction,
she knows that she might dies in trying to,
and thus she must, assumingly, be afraid of death;
but she still tried,
for she believed that she must die without being tied down with anything.
another example,
atticus finch:
he knew very well that by taking tom robinson's case,
he might lose everything that he has;
for he is defending a negro.
he knew that tom would most probably lose the case,
and thus he would be mocked at for taking it in the first place,
but his firm believe that the blacks and the whites were equal made him accept it.
his believe that God made all men equal;
despite their tones,
made atticus a great man.
encouragement makes a man have more courage;
likewise, discouragement makes a man has less.
and discouragement comes in many forms,
the most visable one in our lives would be teasing:
who hasn't been teased before?
amidst all the other meanings,
teasing: 2. To make fun of; mock playfully
in short,
to put someone down.
quoting from nick,
"sure, it's fun to tease someone,
but what if you're the one being teased,
how would you feel?"
that really hit me (again.)
probably because i am guilty of teasing.
for fun, between friends, whatever reasons i give,
the truth still holds.
(i forgot what nick said about teasing being a sin,
but i know it made an impression on me,
so wait until i rmb, haha. anw,)
forgiveness starts with a prayer,
for the only way to wash away a sin,
is with God.

Disabled
something you have or you don't that hinders you;
Go(disabled)
you have to be broken before you can be saved.
just like you have to lose to learn to cherish,
to fall before you learn to walk,
to see darkness before you can see the light,
to bear with the night, so that you can see the stars.

if God doesn't give you a miracle today,
he is preparing you for the miracle.
if he still hasn't given you the miracle,
you might be the miracle for someone else
like nick vujicic and that little boy who had the exact same condition as him.
it answered nick's question of
"if You loved me like You loved the other children,
why did you give me less?"
the answer was nick was made to give hope to many, many other people;
to let them see the light at the end of the tunnel through God's Word.

Learn the secret of being content
i used to think that i didn't have enough,
but after seeing Nick,
and hearing his Testimony,
i think i had more than i deserved.
quoting Nick again,
"i AM the world's richest man, because i am a servant
(but wait, servants don't earn very much, do they?),
but because i am the servant of the GREATEST God,
in which everything belonged to Him,
and because i am His son, i would inherit all these,
and thus i AM the world's richest man,
for i have inherited eternal life."
When you hold on to God, God will hold on to you;
similarly,
When you do your best, God would do the rest.
faith and courage combined may not create a miracle,
but it would create a victory,
in which victory is when you know that you're not alone,
but when you know that God is with you.

-----

Great Men are not always perceived in the same way
many people think that Bill Gates is great because he is rich;
Obama is great because he has broken all odds and became the first
negro president of USA;
YaoMing is great, because he is the tallest man and a world-known basketball player;
Thomas Edison is great because he's smart and invented lightbulbs;
but i think that Nicholas Vujicic is great,
not because he's any of the above,
but because he has overcame the odds against him
-made even worst by the circumstance given to him by the Lord-
he overcame those odds,
and through the Lord inspired many, MANY other people,
and brought hope to so many more who needed it.
Nick Vujicic was a great man in many small ways.
he has taught me that the world holds so much more than normally perceived,
and that the only way to see this world clearly is to
walk by faith and not by sight.

Conqueror: Someone who is victorious by force of arms
"Life is filled with many ups and downs,
many sunshines and storms.
I may not be a conqueror, but with God, I am an eagle.
I am more than a conqueror,
for i do not need to conquer the storm before I feel the sunshine above the clouds."
- Nick Vujicic

had cool dreams last night :D

dream 1:
i was bella cullen LOL.
seriously.
then the whole twilight stuff happened,
and i woke up when alice dressed me up for prom ._.
roar.
at least i kissed my edward cullen.
LOL.

dream 2:
quarrelled with my cousin for reasons that i cannot rmb,
then i was like very pissed off with her,
then i dunno why she kept chasing me,
and then i woke up.
haha.

dream 3:
edward cullen kept running around
and i couldnt really see him
and then my alarm rang.

and i realised i need abt 8hrs of sleep to dream.
so byebye to dreams next year ._.

today i have concluded,
EATING SWEETS MAKE ME HIIIIIIIIIGH
haha.

and uh.
jnco thingy was pretty fun,
and i like doing the flagraising stuff x:
and uh.
i'm the ________ for jnco ._.
nvm.
shall jy for it :D

church was fun(ny).
lol.
YAYEE deborah,
i shall see you tmr at 1130
and get lost together
and your pocketmap would save us :D
haha.

and yes,
xl, i did miss talking to you <3

i'm here to post that i love edward cullen <3
haha.
my sparkly, beautiful, hard-as-marble, velvet voiced edward :D
shall read breaking dawn now (yes jiaying, again)
haha.
i love twilight :D
hm.
hints for christmas presents
rofl.
TWILIGHT CALENDER
or a ticket to twilight premier <3
haha.
i'll love you to bits.
and deborah,
YES LET'S ESCAAAAAAAAAAAAPE TO MSIA.
lol.
gosh,
i sound like some crazy human now.

i'm feeling sick.
roar.
after sleeping for like half the day,
i still feel sick ._.
doing leave app now.
not even sure whether i'm going to sch tmr.
hm.
but i need to.
for my team <3

and yay twlight!
it's 14 more days,
and i'm like -
JUMPING and being HYPER alr.
lol.
ask my family,
they'll tell you.
haha :D

[edit] changed the date. lol [/edit]

OKAY.
SOMEBODY ABDUCT ME/HOLD ME HOSTAGE/DRAG ME OFF TO MALAYSIA
ON 26 27 NOV.
COS TWILIGHT PREMIERES IN MSIA ON THAT DAY.
GOSH.
i want alice's porsche/edward's volvo/rosalie's bmw/any vehicle,
so that i can go to msia.
-
or i could take bus 960 with deborah and escape to msia.
and get lost.
haha.

great.
i'm so excited,
i can't sleep now ._.
-
and xl,
if you've too much money to spare,
you can donate it here.
lol.

miss you loads.

edward cullen got abducted by aliens!
hahahahaha.
sims 2 is damn entertaining xD

i'm HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIGH.
haha.
effect of:
sjab + overdose of chocolate + twilight
lol.

today's comp train(?) was okay.
no footdrill :D
oops.
haha.
i havent memorise the commands yet.
i can't command anw -.-
and uh.
being #1 was uh.
DEAD.
yeah.
but i'm a nice and self-initiated passerby.
haha.

shall think of better stuff to post later.
byebye

run baby run, don't ever look back
&
shalalalalala my oh my
haha.
yayee xinyi and tabitha for being patient with the result of my over-highness.
LOL.

YAYEE
I'M DAMN HAPPY NOW THAT I DONT EVEN CARE I KILLED MY CONTACTS FUND.
COS I BOUGHT THIS:
http://www.amazon.com/Twilight-Complete-Illustrated-Movie-Companion/dp/0316043133/ref=pd_sim_m_2
WAHAHAHAHAHA.
IT'S GORGEOUS
LIKE SERIOUSLY.

ok. shall stop typing in caps.
went to watch hsm 3 at lido with my sis,
saw the twilight pillars,
and the $60 poster O:
which i really really want.
gosh.
(get twilight out of your brain christine)
and i bought US mags today.
really can't stand sg mags anymore.
all adverts,
and asian artistes (which i dont even like)
hm.

hsm was okay,
i like now or never :D
and the choreography was pretty nice.
so yeah,
go watch it.
OHOHOH.
AND IT REMINDS ME OF TWILIGHT.
i think only twihards will know why.
ahahaha.

and uh.
I LOVE BORDERS.

somebody buy me the twilight calender.
pretty please?

and i love talking twilight to jiayi :D

You Are a Vampire

You are charming, sensual, and even a bit manipulative. You can't help but get people to do what you want. You have sharp senses and a strong predatory instinct. You go after what you want, without mercy. While you have the heart of a killer, many people are drawn to you. You are elegant, timeless, and mysterious. You are the ultimate fantasy object.

went blog hopping just now,
and ended up at some juniors' blogs,
and i sorta got pissed off by what they're blogging abt.

i mean,
i'm fine with them fangirling over edward cullen,
but they're like overdoing it/being infantile.
"Vampire because then i would be able to give them an irritated and murderously angry look without offending them because they would be blinded by the beauty and forgive me for glowering at them in such a manner."
or sth -.-
it's like...
i dunno.
stupid.
and uh.
i'm not defaming anyone here,
so yeah.

-

going to lido to watch hsm3 with my sis now.
yayee sponsor :D

i wish i can become braver;
more accepting of consequences;
more understanding.
so that someday,
when i wait for someone's reply to an invitation to go out,
my heart won't try to jump out of my chest,
so that i would, in the first place,
ask someone out.

but that's only a wish.

so.
class 'chalet' was pretty fun,
and mr tan drove me and pearl back,
like last year's bbq,
'cept that amanda didnt join us.
i'll miss cresmic <3

-

and i should stop watching disney mvs.
getting addicted to kid videos is definately not a good sign.
anw,
gonna watch hsm3 with my sis tmr.
and it's sponsored by my mama.
haha.
shall go play sims again.

-

go on and kiss the girl.

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CHRISTINE(:
♥ Edward Cullen
turns older on 18 October
and is currently studying at DHS :D
Child of God
& ♥s her CG (LOL of WEFC)

Loves & Hates

LOVES:

HIM
The Twilight Series
Edward Cullen
Rocking xD
Going to the theatres
Shopping
Being alone in my room
Reading
My Clique♥
My hamsters :D
My Squad(:
House of the Dead 4 X:
My imagination;
My secret world ♥

HATES:

Being interupted when reading
Being lied to
Betrayals
Bitches
The darkness that looms at the edge of happiness