feeling EMOish today.
dun ask me why.
just suddenly engulfed by mmrs.
and got slapped in the face by reality.
the fact that Pete will
never actually know who I am;
the fact that the past can
never be reconstructed the way it was;
the fact that I ruined my whole life cos of 1 stupid person.
and a lot of other facts that I dun feel like listing out.
then there's all the *&%$ing h/w that we have,
and I haven't started on any yet...and the fact that I am officially
BROKE...
too emo for my own good...I miss the life that I had.
miss the frens that I once knew.
the mindsets I once had.
the happiness I once felt...
ok... enough being emo.today is stupid.crap happened in the morning,just got ready to go to the library,then suddenly my mum said dun need go liaos,cos my aunt coming to fetch them to go high tea and whatever and I had to stay at home to babysit my cuz.(perfect way to spend the day before I go overseas.)then blah blah blah.went online for a long, long time,but nobody IMed!!!sheesh. they all out to enjoy their hols.then Mr Tan, Pearl and Clement IMed at the same time.the blah some more,then played with cuz for a while,and he went home,and I continued being online...blog some more later.
what we could have been, 9:24 PM.