Wednesday, September 26, 2007
I feel so extra now.
like I nvr know what anyone is talking abt
cos I am the only one with my cca in my class;
all my close frens have 3rd langs and share almost the same cca;
and they always talk among themselves;
and I got nth to say.
then they will ask why I nvr say anything,
and all I can do is reply with a shake of my head.
then they like always know alot of ppl,
and I extra again stand there wait for them to finish chatting.
no point blogging abt this.
cos I'm the only one from the whole of gwps to come to dhs in 2006.
and the other 6a-ians wouldn't know abt how "nice" dhs is.
and they will keep saying that it's a good sch and then praise their own sch.
and guess what.
I'm like one out of 2 of the only saint john ppl from 6a.
and the other one is a guy.
perfectly perfect.
i am so extra.
what we could have been, 11:12 PM.
I feel so extra now.
like I nvr know what anyone is talking abt
cos I am the only one with my cca in my class;
all my close frens have 3rd langs and share almost the same cca;
and they always talk among themselves;
and I got nth to say.
then they will ask why I nvr say anything,
and all I can do is reply with a shake of my head.
then they like always know alot of ppl,
and I extra again stand there wait for them to finish chatting.
no point blogging abt this.
cos I'm the only one from the whole of gwps to come to dhs in 2006.
and the other 6a-ians wouldn't know abt how "nice" dhs is.
and they will keep saying that it's a good sch and then praise their own sch.
and guess what.
I'm like one out of 2 of the only saint john ppl from 6a.
and the other one is a guy.
perfectly perfect.
i am so extra.
what we could have been, 11:12 PM.
dhs sucks can.monday no water supply,so no toilet.then this cursed person leave *cough cough* blood all over the toilet next to our class;then today,no electricity.PERFECT right.and mrs wong says it's a sign asking us to go back home.mr yeo say it's a sign asking us to go back to the old campus.(I prefer mrs wong's answer.)then electricity came back during LA and HCL and Sci.then blackout again in math.then like hot until dunno what.sheeeeeeeeeeeeeesh.but mr tan let us go 5 mins earlier.and I still think he got ditched by his gf.even though tt's abit bad.I shall pray for him to find someone SUITABLE for his errrm. cheng2 du4XD
what we could have been, 7:47 PM.
dhs sucks can.monday no water supply,so no toilet.then this cursed person leave *cough cough* blood all over the toilet next to our class;then today,no electricity.PERFECT right.and mrs wong says it's a sign asking us to go back home.mr yeo say it's a sign asking us to go back to the old campus.(I prefer mrs wong's answer.)then electricity came back during LA and HCL and Sci.then blackout again in math.then like hot until dunno what.sheeeeeeeeeeeeeesh.but mr tan let us go 5 mins earlier.and I still think he got ditched by his gf.even though tt's abit bad.I shall pray for him to find someone SUITABLE for his errrm. cheng2 du4XD
what we could have been, 7:47 PM.
Monday, September 24, 2007
today had a pretty nice day;had loads of jokes;felt not so emo;and the whole school's toilet broke down;and there was *cough cough* blood all over the gal's toilet next to our class.onecresmic seems haunted...
what we could have been, 10:19 PM.
today had a pretty nice day;had loads of jokes;felt not so emo;and the whole school's toilet broke down;and there was *cough cough* blood all over the gal's toilet next to our class.onecresmic seems haunted...
what we could have been, 10:19 PM.
Saturday, September 22, 2007
went to church today and realised alot of things while praying.firstly, I would like to say sry to the riverside guy mentioned to the previous post as it wasn't enitrely his fault, and I was just pissed off by that hci guy. and anyway, I can't expect them to be the same person I knew. I mean ppl change. there's nth I can do to stop the change. even I am changing, so yea... my sincere apologies to the riverside guy and errm. if you ever read this post, I guess you're still my friend =]secondly, a big thank you to all my friends for standing by me, no matter whether it's past, present or (hopefully) future. without you guys (and gals) I won't be able to last till now.thirdly, I want to say jiayou to the 1C netball team for the 2 trainings that I had lotsa fun at and I appreciate it and I hope we win! and to 6A'07, jiayou for PSLE and make Mrs Lee proud, and to the 6A'06 and 1C'07 ppl to jiayou for EOYs!and I really really hope that somehow the riverside guy reads this blog and we'll be friends again.somehow, the past just keeps clinging on even though it seriously has to go. and it disrupts the present and blurrs the future... so I think I better get rid of it now, and turn back into the christine in dhs and stop being the emo christine in gwps.and an add on by the christine in dhs,thank you to the ppl of onecresmicohseven and dhsjab for letting me have a new life in dhs, making it easier to forget the past, and making my life alot better than it might have been =))
what we could have been, 10:02 PM.
went to church today and realised alot of things while praying.firstly, I would like to say sry to the riverside guy mentioned to the previous post as it wasn't enitrely his fault, and I was just pissed off by that hci guy. and anyway, I can't expect them to be the same person I knew. I mean ppl change. there's nth I can do to stop the change. even I am changing, so yea... my sincere apologies to the riverside guy and errm. if you ever read this post, I guess you're still my friend =]secondly, a big thank you to all my friends for standing by me, no matter whether it's past, present or (hopefully) future. without you guys (and gals) I won't be able to last till now.thirdly, I want to say jiayou to the 1C netball team for the 2 trainings that I had lotsa fun at and I appreciate it and I hope we win! and to 6A'07, jiayou for PSLE and make Mrs Lee proud, and to the 6A'06 and 1C'07 ppl to jiayou for EOYs!and I really really hope that somehow the riverside guy reads this blog and we'll be friends again.somehow, the past just keeps clinging on even though it seriously has to go. and it disrupts the present and blurrs the future... so I think I better get rid of it now, and turn back into the christine in dhs and stop being the emo christine in gwps.and an add on by the christine in dhs,thank you to the ppl of onecresmicohseven and dhsjab for letting me have a new life in dhs, making it easier to forget the past, and making my life alot better than it might have been =))
what we could have been, 10:02 PM.
Thursday, September 20, 2007
feeling v. emo and pissed now.thnks to some hci guy and some riverside guy.dun feel like mentioning what happened.but all I want to say is nth comes out of being a gd fren to a guy.cos when they find their other half,you're no longer their fren.I seriously dun believe that anyone should joke abt suicide.but they will nvr understand how worried I was that I might lose a fren.they will nvr understand that what I said was what I really felt.and they will nvr know all these cos they'll nvr read this blog.and I shall tell everyone who wants to commit suicide and happens to read this post:1. before you kill urself, think abt what will happen to ur frens, ur relatives and ur parents.(esp if you are only child.)2. even if you think they dun care abt you; or the whole fucking world seems to hate you, it's not true. there is someone sitting behind this computer screen caring abt you cos you're most prob a fren if you even read my blog.3. if you really want to die, pls consider how you want to die. cos slitting is slow and painful, hanging is scary, jumping is worst cos you might regret in the few secs that you are in the air falling to the ground, drowning makes you look v. ugly, and also slow death, "fake" accident very pain. so yea. think abt it.4. the world is a much much brighter place with some optimism. think of sth that you experienced that is very very happy, and think of how you can relive it, and go do it again.5. in short, cherish your life. there is like millions of ppl struggling to live and here you are with a perfectly good life and you are throwing it away.so yea, if you wanna die, dun come looking for me.in fact, dun even tell me you wanna commit suicide.cos it'll make me feel that it's my fault that you're dead.cos I didn't manage to persuade you not to die.so stop making me seem like some kind of handy counseller/psychologist or whatever that you can just play a prank on.matters of life and death aren't supposed to be joked abt.what if you suddenly die in some accident in the near future?will you regret abt things you have done?will you want to live your life in a much better way, rather than wasting it?will you wish that you had done sth nice for everyone you knew when you were alive?so read my post again and rethink whether you want to die or not.cos I dun want anyone to be making me persuade them to die or not.if you wanna die, go die. it's ur choice. not mine.if you regret it, too bad.just don't blame it on others.when you die,don't say that you were forced by the circumstances;or that my life doesn't matter anymore.cos those are just excuses.the real reason is that you feel that life has no more meaning to you and you want to end it.but the truth is, it's not true.there is a meaning to every life.maybe not now, but in the future.and don't say that everything I typed is just crap cos I nvr wanted to commit suicide before,but the thing is, I did.There was this period in p5,p6 where I so wanted to die,but I didn't give up.cos of the 5 reasons I listed above.so cherish your life.it doesn't last forever.and to the 2 guys above, you 2 can die all you want.I won't go to your funerals,I won't cry.cos you aren't my fren anymore.
what we could have been, 8:54 PM.
feeling v. emo and pissed now.thnks to some hci guy and some riverside guy.dun feel like mentioning what happened.but all I want to say is nth comes out of being a gd fren to a guy.cos when they find their other half,you're no longer their fren.I seriously dun believe that anyone should joke abt suicide.but they will nvr understand how worried I was that I might lose a fren.they will nvr understand that what I said was what I really felt.and they will nvr know all these cos they'll nvr read this blog.and I shall tell everyone who wants to commit suicide and happens to read this post:1. before you kill urself, think abt what will happen to ur frens, ur relatives and ur parents.(esp if you are only child.)2. even if you think they dun care abt you; or the whole fucking world seems to hate you, it's not true. there is someone sitting behind this computer screen caring abt you cos you're most prob a fren if you even read my blog.3. if you really want to die, pls consider how you want to die. cos slitting is slow and painful, hanging is scary, jumping is worst cos you might regret in the few secs that you are in the air falling to the ground, drowning makes you look v. ugly, and also slow death, "fake" accident very pain. so yea. think abt it.4. the world is a much much brighter place with some optimism. think of sth that you experienced that is very very happy, and think of how you can relive it, and go do it again.5. in short, cherish your life. there is like millions of ppl struggling to live and here you are with a perfectly good life and you are throwing it away.so yea, if you wanna die, dun come looking for me.in fact, dun even tell me you wanna commit suicide.cos it'll make me feel that it's my fault that you're dead.cos I didn't manage to persuade you not to die.so stop making me seem like some kind of handy counseller/psychologist or whatever that you can just play a prank on.matters of life and death aren't supposed to be joked abt.what if you suddenly die in some accident in the near future?will you regret abt things you have done?will you want to live your life in a much better way, rather than wasting it?will you wish that you had done sth nice for everyone you knew when you were alive?so read my post again and rethink whether you want to die or not.cos I dun want anyone to be making me persuade them to die or not.if you wanna die, go die. it's ur choice. not mine.if you regret it, too bad.just don't blame it on others.when you die,don't say that you were forced by the circumstances;or that my life doesn't matter anymore.cos those are just excuses.the real reason is that you feel that life has no more meaning to you and you want to end it.but the truth is, it's not true.there is a meaning to every life.maybe not now, but in the future.and don't say that everything I typed is just crap cos I nvr wanted to commit suicide before,but the thing is, I did.There was this period in p5,p6 where I so wanted to die,but I didn't give up.cos of the 5 reasons I listed above.so cherish your life.it doesn't last forever.and to the 2 guys above, you 2 can die all you want.I won't go to your funerals,I won't cry.cos you aren't my fren anymore.
what we could have been, 8:54 PM.
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
busy busy week.flunked zuo4 wen2 today.bp test was ok.tmr got geog testdamn.thurs got netball trainingfri got mooncake festival thingy...I'm thankful for 98.7's company when I'm revising...
what we could have been, 8:56 PM.
busy busy week.flunked zuo4 wen2 today.bp test was ok.tmr got geog testdamn.thurs got netball trainingfri got mooncake festival thingy...I'm thankful for 98.7's company when I'm revising...
what we could have been, 8:56 PM.
Monday, September 17, 2007
1. The person who tag you is?Valerie :DD2. Your relationship with him/her is?BFFs!3. Your 5 impressions of him/her?Loyal; Fun; Funny; Nice to talk to (sociable); good shoulder to lie on (even though it's a little low XD)4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?Sticking with me thru everything.5. The most memorable words he/she had said to you?Almost everything she said was memorable.6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will?Dun think it would happen. I'm not attracted to girls.....7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be?Changing her sexuality to a guy.8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?Cry =(9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?Some extra person who gu4 yi4 come sabo us.10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is?Everything and anything =)11.Your overall impression of him/her is?The saviour of my pri sch life =D12.How you think people around you will feel about you?Average gal who can crack some jokes and is v. nice to her frens and not so nice to ppl she dislikes/dislikes her XD13.The character you love of yourself are?Determined. it get's me v. far =]]14.On the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are?Talking without thinking; always wanting to know what ppl are talking abt.15.The most ideal person you want to be is?Pete's gf XD no lah. the most ideal person I want to be is ME =D (some of amanda's zilianess is rubbing off on me...)16.Pass this quiz to 10 persons.1)Pearl2)Amanda lee3)Alina4)Kellie5)XL6)Charm7)Vivien (for cresmicians, it's my pri sch classmate)8)Val (even though she has already done this)9)6A'07&1C'0710)Amos (for being nice sometimes)17.Who is no.6 having relationship with?YONG SHENG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (from gwps) haha. but I think outdated liao...18.Is no.9 a male or female?eh. mixed. cos is 2 classes XD19.If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?WOAH. I dun think Amos will settle for Vivien though they look pretty cute together....20.How about no.8 and 5?OMG. can lah. but Val must grow taller. XDXD21.What is no.2 studying about?same as me. we are classmates =.=22.When was the last time you had a chat with no.3 ?Today.23.What kind of music band does no.8 like?FAHRENHEIT!!!!26.Is no.4 single ?Yeah. (no other comments to be made because of personal reasons)27.What's the surname of no.5 ?Lee28.What's the hobby of no.4 ?Sleeping, Eating, Watching her "cute tv"29.Do no.5 and 9 get along well?more or less. more to 6a'07 less to 1c'07. cos he's from 6a'06 XD30.Where is no.2 studying at?Dunman High, One Cresmic Oh Seven31.Talk something casually about no.1 ?Fob fan like me =)) but she like pat more than pete XD32.Have you try developing feelings for no.8 ?She's my bff.....33.Where does no.9 live at?All over Singapore. NO.9 IS 2 CLASSES LEHS. AT LEAST 70 PPL. =.=34.What color does no.4 like?Blue!35.Are no.5 and no.1 best friends?no. diff sch. and nvr see each other before.37.How do you get to know no.2 ?school. she sat next to me.38.Does no.1 have any pets?yes. cute little PEPSI!39.Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?maybe. depends on who you compare to. but to me, Pete is the nicest, handsomest, hottest, cutest, sexiest, (any nice adj you can put) =))------------------------------------------------------------------Each player of the game starts off with 1o weird things. Habits/little known facts about themselves. People who get tagged must write in their blog their 1o weird things/facts/habits as well as state this rule clearly. At the end of it, you must choose 6 people and list out the names. No passing back, thank you!1) Habit: Shopping. Window shopping and actual spending of money.2) Unknown fact: I can be worst that Pearl when I'm in one-of-my-moods.3) Known fact: I enjoy music alot. (other than those crashing banging noises that some ppl call "music" tt one I got nth to say)4) Weird thing: I must have a pen-filled pencil box XD5) Habit: eating while doing hw/revision/watching tv6) Unknown fact: I have alot of unknown facts XDXD7) Known fact: I can be fun most of the times, and I'm very sociable.8) Unknown fact: I go to church and I'm a christian. [if you dun know this it means you haven't been reading my blog.]9) Weird thing: I must have some kind of sound for me to work peacefully.10) Habit: keeping receipts in my wallet.I tagged:1)Pearl2)Amanda Lee3)XL4)Vivien5)Charm6)Alina(still have alot more, but......)lol.that was fun =)
what we could have been, 9:15 PM.
1. The person who tag you is?Valerie :DD2. Your relationship with him/her is?BFFs!3. Your 5 impressions of him/her?Loyal; Fun; Funny; Nice to talk to (sociable); good shoulder to lie on (even though it's a little low XD)4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?Sticking with me thru everything.5. The most memorable words he/she had said to you?Almost everything she said was memorable.6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will?Dun think it would happen. I'm not attracted to girls.....7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be?Changing her sexuality to a guy.8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?Cry =(9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?Some extra person who gu4 yi4 come sabo us.10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is?Everything and anything =)11.Your overall impression of him/her is?The saviour of my pri sch life =D12.How you think people around you will feel about you?Average gal who can crack some jokes and is v. nice to her frens and not so nice to ppl she dislikes/dislikes her XD13.The character you love of yourself are?Determined. it get's me v. far =]]14.On the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are?Talking without thinking; always wanting to know what ppl are talking abt.15.The most ideal person you want to be is?Pete's gf XD no lah. the most ideal person I want to be is ME =D (some of amanda's zilianess is rubbing off on me...)16.Pass this quiz to 10 persons.1)Pearl2)Amanda lee3)Alina4)Kellie5)XL6)Charm7)Vivien (for cresmicians, it's my pri sch classmate)8)Val (even though she has already done this)9)6A'07&1C'0710)Amos (for being nice sometimes)17.Who is no.6 having relationship with?YONG SHENG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (from gwps) haha. but I think outdated liao...18.Is no.9 a male or female?eh. mixed. cos is 2 classes XD19.If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?WOAH. I dun think Amos will settle for Vivien though they look pretty cute together....20.How about no.8 and 5?OMG. can lah. but Val must grow taller. XDXD21.What is no.2 studying about?same as me. we are classmates =.=22.When was the last time you had a chat with no.3 ?Today.23.What kind of music band does no.8 like?FAHRENHEIT!!!!26.Is no.4 single ?Yeah. (no other comments to be made because of personal reasons)27.What's the surname of no.5 ?Lee28.What's the hobby of no.4 ?Sleeping, Eating, Watching her "cute tv"29.Do no.5 and 9 get along well?more or less. more to 6a'07 less to 1c'07. cos he's from 6a'06 XD30.Where is no.2 studying at?Dunman High, One Cresmic Oh Seven31.Talk something casually about no.1 ?Fob fan like me =)) but she like pat more than pete XD32.Have you try developing feelings for no.8 ?She's my bff.....33.Where does no.9 live at?All over Singapore. NO.9 IS 2 CLASSES LEHS. AT LEAST 70 PPL. =.=34.What color does no.4 like?Blue!35.Are no.5 and no.1 best friends?no. diff sch. and nvr see each other before.37.How do you get to know no.2 ?school. she sat next to me.38.Does no.1 have any pets?yes. cute little PEPSI!39.Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?maybe. depends on who you compare to. but to me, Pete is the nicest, handsomest, hottest, cutest, sexiest, (any nice adj you can put) =))------------------------------------------------------------------Each player of the game starts off with 1o weird things. Habits/little known facts about themselves. People who get tagged must write in their blog their 1o weird things/facts/habits as well as state this rule clearly. At the end of it, you must choose 6 people and list out the names. No passing back, thank you!1) Habit: Shopping. Window shopping and actual spending of money.2) Unknown fact: I can be worst that Pearl when I'm in one-of-my-moods.3) Known fact: I enjoy music alot. (other than those crashing banging noises that some ppl call "music" tt one I got nth to say)4) Weird thing: I must have a pen-filled pencil box XD5) Habit: eating while doing hw/revision/watching tv6) Unknown fact: I have alot of unknown facts XDXD7) Known fact: I can be fun most of the times, and I'm very sociable.8) Unknown fact: I go to church and I'm a christian. [if you dun know this it means you haven't been reading my blog.]9) Weird thing: I must have some kind of sound for me to work peacefully.10) Habit: keeping receipts in my wallet.I tagged:1)Pearl2)Amanda Lee3)XL4)Vivien5)Charm6)Alina(still have alot more, but......)lol.that was fun =)
what we could have been, 9:15 PM.
Sunday, September 16, 2007
Thursday, September 13, 2007
most tests are done now.so mugging for eoys.short and sweet post.ialmostgottolearnthebassexceptthatmymumthinksit'stooexpensive!!!damn!
what we could have been, 10:13 PM.
most tests are done now.so mugging for eoys.short and sweet post.ialmostgottolearnthebassexceptthatmymumthinksit'stooexpensive!!!damn!
what we could have been, 10:13 PM.
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
today was freaking depressing.math was boring as always,acc retest and tikam all,recess was ok,music was pretty gd, at least me and alina accomplished sth,chi sucked,and sci was ok.and ms ho was like 9/11 all the way.jesus, save those in tragedy around the world now.sighs.9/11.a tradgedy that shook the world.
what we could have been, 6:05 PM.
today was freaking depressing.math was boring as always,acc retest and tikam all,recess was ok,music was pretty gd, at least me and alina accomplished sth,chi sucked,and sci was ok.and ms ho was like 9/11 all the way.jesus, save those in tragedy around the world now.sighs.9/11.a tradgedy that shook the world.
what we could have been, 6:05 PM.
Saturday, September 8, 2007
today was holy.ok. at least to me.so I went to church, had some interaction stuff,then had a "little" talk with tabitha (the church one, not SJ) and some other guy called joshua,and then had this (errm) prayer thing to let Jesus into my heart and blah blah blah,so ya,now I'm a christian in making =DDnow that today is done,back to yesterday =)yesterday went to junction 8 with Pearl.wanted to watch Rush Hour 3 but nvr show liao and The Bourne Ultimatium only shows at 11.15pm.so we watched ratatoolie (sp?).so buy tics, then still got 1+hr, so we go shop shop,then go cinema.the movie is freaking FUNNY.then started our way back to the MRT station,and making some major jokes out of myself,such as pointing to pearl to go down a "going up" escalator (cos I was looking at my phone screen)and we realised we were wearing the same brand of shirt in the MRT back XDya. then went home and ate dinner, did hw, bathed and slept =D1 more holiday day.church tmr again =))
what we could have been, 7:52 PM.
today was holy.ok. at least to me.so I went to church, had some interaction stuff,then had a "little" talk with tabitha (the church one, not SJ) and some other guy called joshua,and then had this (errm) prayer thing to let Jesus into my heart and blah blah blah,so ya,now I'm a christian in making =DDnow that today is done,back to yesterday =)yesterday went to junction 8 with Pearl.wanted to watch Rush Hour 3 but nvr show liao and The Bourne Ultimatium only shows at 11.15pm.so we watched ratatoolie (sp?).so buy tics, then still got 1+hr, so we go shop shop,then go cinema.the movie is freaking FUNNY.then started our way back to the MRT station,and making some major jokes out of myself,such as pointing to pearl to go down a "going up" escalator (cos I was looking at my phone screen)and we realised we were wearing the same brand of shirt in the MRT back XDya. then went home and ate dinner, did hw, bathed and slept =D1 more holiday day.church tmr again =))
what we could have been, 7:52 PM.