i don't get it.how come everyone gets what they want,but i don't.how come other ppl can go anywhere without permission,but i have to ask and get NO for an answer?how come other ppl have frens that truly care,but the "friends" i have all treat me like nth?how come ppl make frens so easily,while i'm always alone?how come other ppl can chat with anyone else abt anything,while i'm always left out?how come ppl have the chance,while i don't?how come other ppl always have happy relationships,while mine just always end up with the wrong choices?how come other ppl have parents that love them wholly,while i have to get the remainder of what they have given to my sibs?how come the first person who rmbs other ppl's b'day is their parents,while mine forgets mine but rmb my sibs?how come my sibs get what they want for bday presents from my parents,while all i get is a cake that i didn't choose.how come my sibs get attention from my parents when they're sick,while i have to do everything by myself even if i'm sick?how other ppl get presents for good exam results,while i don't get anything at all?how come my sibs get to choose,while i can only take the one they didn't choose?how come ppl can make their comments heard,while mine is always ignored?how come ppl have choices,but i don't?how come ppl don't fufil the promises they make to me?how come my sibs get everything they want just by saying it,but even though i said and pleaded no one gets what i want for me?how come ppl have the chance to do sth they really love,while i don't?how come my parents care abt my sibs more than they care abt me?how come my frens care abt other ppl more than they care abt me?how come i always get the leftover stuff?how come i'm always left on my own?-am i really that hateful?-and i wanted to post abt the std 1 squad finally promoted to being privates...
what we could have been, 4:47 PM.