feeling emo again.
my two besties immigrating to usa.
and i'm not emo cos they're going and i'm not,
but cos i might never see them ever again.
why doesn't my mum support what i want to do.
i mean, i understand why she doesn't allow me to go to usa,
cos i'm still damn young then go there nobody take care of me.
but why doesn't she let me learn the bass?
why can't i do stuff that i really want,
while my sibs can?
it's like unfair.
my sis can go for her piano concerts that cost alot,
and all i want is to go to the MCR concert that costs $95.
and she doesn't allow it.
it's like she treats me like an outsider at home.
i dunno.
maybe i'm saying that cos i'm emo now,
maybe it's true...

i really dun want them to go to usa...
if they go,
there won't be anyone else for me to confide to.
no one else that knows me in and out.
(dun think sick)
there won't be anyone for me to go out with when i'm pissed with dunmanians.
no one that can make me happy in a moment...
blah.
i just cried again.

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CHRISTINE(:
♥ Edward Cullen
turns older on 18 October
and is currently studying at DHS :D
Child of God
& ♥s her CG (LOL of WEFC)

Loves & Hates

LOVES:

HIM
The Twilight Series
Edward Cullen
Rocking xD
Going to the theatres
Shopping
Being alone in my room
Reading
My Clique♥
My hamsters :D
My Squad(:
House of the Dead 4 X:
My imagination;
My secret world ♥

HATES:

Being interupted when reading
Being lied to
Betrayals
Bitches
The darkness that looms at the edge of happiness