my sis just returned from m'sia.
she brought a whole bagful of new stuff bought for her by my aunts.
in a converse bag that's supposed to be mine.
and in the bag is a new bible (after she ruined the one that i loaned to her); several chinese storybooks; new fable castle colour pencils; and a whole load of other stuff.
damnit.
and i'm feeling really neglected.
and i overheard a conversation between my parents yesterday.
and then i knew i would never get to go to university if i didn't have a scholarship.
so there you have it.
my siblings probably can go to uni w/out one cos my parents would have saved enough money when it's their turn.
it's just not fair.
what we could have been, 9:08 PM.