oh gosh.
when will all this chanting and paper folding stop?

i miss school!
i'm surprised to say that,
but yeah.
it's better then being stuck and doing nothing all day.
lala.
will be back in sch next week.
hopefully.
i miss my daily dosage of amanda X:

sometimes, i find life utterly ironic.
like now.
i am where i wished i never would come again even though i really love it.
nvm. i think only i would understand it.
shall do a quiz now.

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
after graduating, before 30.

2. If your best friend and your lover both have some weird illness they are about to die from and there's only one bottle of medicine to cure them but not enough for both, who will you give it to?
my lover would be my best friend.

3.Are you happy with your current life?
not really.

4.What superpower would you have if you could get one?
read minds

5.If you can have one dream to come true, what would it be?
travel around the world.

6.If you can have another dream to come true, what would it be?
to get everything that i want

7.What are you afraid to lose most now?
my mind.

8.How do you find yourself?
emo. and weird.

9.If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him?
maybe

10.How would you spend your 200 bucks if you have to?
no idea.

11.What requirements that you wish from your other half?
faithful, loyal, love.

12.What type of person do you hate the most?
flirts, fakers, liars.

13.Do you wish to cherish every single of your friendship?
yea. currently.

14.Would you rather be alone than in a group?
currently feel like being in a small group, but i prefer alone.

15.What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
love.

16.If you ever get a billion dollars, where do you want it to come from?(e.g. from toto, work of inheritance) why?
self achievement. then can ego and say "I GOT MY OWN BILLION BY MYSELF"

17.At this point of time, would you rather stay in your comfort zone, or try something new?
comfort zone

18.What kind of friend do you want to be in your friend's eyes?
trustworthy.

19.If you had a chance what part of your character would you want to change?
my being-too-emo-ness

20.If you have the freedom, what would you do?
go watch movie marathons DDD: i'm still despo to watch a movie ._.

firstly,
i want to THANK YOU SOOOO MUCH for noticing me and gavin walking towards the bazaar 9 am this morning,
you were soooo nice to wait for me.
you're also so damn GOOD in setting up the store!
the banner was soooooooooooooooo nicely done,
i didn't have to adjust it EVEN ONCE throughout the bazaar!!
it was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO wrong for me and shaun to want to tie the banner to the chair!
pearl's mum's idea was so damn bad!
we really should put the banner to the pole and the pole to the chair,
right?

then bazaar started at 10am.
you went to distribute flyers.
AND ALL THE TIME I WAS SLACKING BY GETTING A DRINK WITH PEARL TO GET SPARE CHANGE.
oh wow.
and when you returned TEN minutes later,
you did SUCH a GOOD job!
bringing back a customer,
and talking SO MUCH CRAP that you don't even know.

OH!
AND YOU SO DESERVED TO SIT DOWN!
for ME explaining to the customer and CONVINCING her to buy,
YOU SOOOO DESERVED TO SIT DOWN!!!
and for suuuuuuuuuuuuuch a long time too!
you really must have done ALOT in the 10 minutes that you were gone!

and Amanda really likes you to steal her seat,
and for you to tell her "eh, let me sit lah, i keep walking here and there leh"
even though Amanda IS supposed to sit there and do servicing.

oh yes,
and you REALLY SHOULD just sit there the whole day and slack.
we treat you really well, don't we?
AND YES,
THANK YOU for giving amanda back her seat and then STEALING kellie's sit.
that was so considerate of you!

and Wang Cong is SO BAD to tell you that he doesn't want to swap duties with you!
you're such a NICE person,
HOW CAN HE DO THAT?
the scolding was so well deserved!!!

and i agree with you:
kellie is SOOOO wrong to give zhenwen a cup of plain water.
she really SHOULDN'T be this kind of good person,
giving boys she don't know a cup of water.
who knows?
people might misunderstand this action and think that she's flirting with zhenwen,
and get jealous that zhenwen is actually asking her for water!

and you SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO shouldn't leave us to have lunch with your mummy!
business stopped SO much!
we only managed to sell 10 cups,
soooo disappointing!!

but it was GREAT when you returned!!
your lunch was daaaaaaaaaamn short lah!
after you've done SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much,
you should HAVE a longer lunch!
THREE HOURS IS SERIOUSLY TOO SHORT!

the cards that you gave us are SOOOO good to sell!
they made SO much profit!
even though we weren't supposed to sell them,
you made such a GOOOOOD choice of selling them :D
and yes,
I WAS WRONG TO TELL EVERYONE THAT THE CARDS ARE FREE.
pearl, amanda, huijun and kellie were so bad to tell me that i SHOULD give them for free!!!
why didn't you tell me that i shouldn't give it for free earlier?
i really deserved the scolding you gave me!
it was SOOOO smart of you to decide to give the cards for free a while later!
we really profited SO MUCH!!!

you must feel SO FORCED to take those free stuff from yiming!
you can never be such a cheapskate, yea?
and your mum is SO WRONG to ask you not to take the stuff back,
it ain't even your choice to take them ya?
yiming FORCED you to!
i wonder where you will keep the WHOLE BAG OF COLOR PENCIL?
you didn't even WANT them!
poor thing...
you're such a nice person,
shouldn't be like this one.

and THANK YOU SO MUCH for the sms you sent us!
you did SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much for the bazaar!
the ONE cup that you painted and the FIVE flyers that you gave out is seriously GOOD in boosting our sales!
we couldn't have done so much without you!
wow, you really ARE like the president!
maybe you just SHOULD be!
it's so wrong for Pearl to be president and for me to be v.p.
yea?

oh,
and you look SOOO nice when you role your sleeves!
cooler than jiaqi lah!
really!!!
i don't know why you're so unappreciated by our class,
you should be with the COOL people lah!
and all the guys should be IN LOVE with you.

keeping the messages that boys send you is so cool lah!
we should all follow you :D
maybe they'll like us more if we do that!
what other tricks do you have?
i'm SOOOO despo to have a bf,
not like Pearl and you.
AND YOUR SPELLING ROCKS!
"pearl sold out" should be spelt as "pearl sols out"
yes, i've always known you're sooooooooo smart!

but you know what?
everything i typed above should be read in a tone where i'm fucking sacarstic.
you should stop being such a BITCH.
seriously.
i really can't take you anymore.
you mother-fucking son-of-a-bitch who can't wait to flirt with any guy you see,
even disgusting, ugly, i-want-to-puke-when-i-see-him kind of boys like huijun's idol and bryan chan.
wow.
you're seriously stupid.

bazaar was okay.
would be great if A) i didn't lose $2 and B) for you to come back again

so we sold all 50 cups.
25 before 1pm and 25 after that.
yep, and ty to the person who bought 3 cups, the teacher that bought 4 cups, and staff jason and haonan for buying the last 2 cups :D

and yea.
i shall blog about you now.

sry for being damn pissed with shaun.
even though i still really really really think you stole my $2 ._.

so... bloody sick.
fever+headache+muscle pain+cough+flu+sore throat+.....
yep.
and i skipped guitar,
and barely survived revising math.
shall go sleep now.

and lol.
i'm not human X)
according to mr han, haha.

baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad day.
yesterday night:
rush LA & SJ uniform until 1am+
then today,
have to redo again ._.
and the stupid math self assesment thing.
daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaamn pissed ._____.
and shut the hell up:
it's not "YOUR" group.
it's OUR group.
you're just an outcast.
and tie your tie properly.
you look like an auntie.
as in those that go market and stuff.
not 'aunty'.
'auntie' & 'aunty' are different,
if you're too stupid to realise.
and too bad if you can't fit in with the socialites.
then again,
where can you fit in?
and mr tan,
if you ever read this,
i hate you ._.
raaaaah.
or you can just move someone else away from the group other than me again ._.
cos last year you also shift me out of the "choose-by-your-own" group,
so yea.
MOVE SOMEONE ELSE NEXT TIME X:

ok.
have to redo LA now.

update:
hamsters look like tiny piglets now.
seriously.

and talking to yichen is damn funny.
esp when i'm talking in english and he replies in chinese.

and PD was boring.
haihua,
wear your specs next time X)

i feel like mugging for something and i have no idea why /:
christine is turning into a freak X:
aww man.
must be movie withdrawal syndrom.
it's been 8 weeks since the last movie?
awwwwwww man.......
i miss the theatres.

one more week to the bazaar D:

i feel like...
blogging. and watching a movie. with you
rawr.
longlonglonglong time since i watched a movie.
(which apparently XL thinks is a short time)
the last movie i watched was jumper /:
(as in in a theatre)
raaaaaaah.
i wanna watch spiderwick.
and definitely, maybe.
and step up2 (OK. XL. i am interested in it now X:)
and nim's island (cos it sounds like peter pan <3)
and Narnia (it's tradition to watch the whole series of a movie XD)
and Drillbit Taylor (cos owen wilson's in it XX:)
and Over Her Dead Body (cos it sounds interesting)

rawr.
who wanna watch with me?
i feel like watching at vivo again X:
I KNOW I'LL BE SPLURGING again.
and i want the patd album, fob album, sp album, tc5 bonus album, etcetc.
so gonna be broke.
damn.

wrong choices:
part and parcel of life;
may seem correct at certain period of times;
make us grow and mature;
allows us to reflect and learn;
tends to invoke feelings...

wrong choices:
i made too many,
but can i correct them?

make me stop falling in love with you all over again...

hamster pics :D


day ONE:



mummy :D


again(:


the babies((:


again X)


mum and babies :DD


again XD


babies :D


again XDXD


close up :DD


note: 4 babies now

day TWO:

baby suckling on sleeping mum, haha X)

close up :DD

note, only have 2 babies now D:


day THREE:


blurblur pic of the babies


again...


clearer one...


proud mummy :D


lil cheddar(:


daddy kena isolated X)


over-full food bowl D:


blur pic of mum and child


mummy(:


mummy in nest <3


babies cuddling <33

DDD:
2 babies disappeared.
rawr.
left 2 little hamsters.
wonder what happened to the 2 that's gone...
D:

? - 12.30pm: 1st baby born
3.08pm - 4.20pm: 2nd baby born
4.20pm - 4.40pm: 3rd baby born
4.48pm: 4th baby born

update later.

ok.
damn shocked.
guess what.
my dear cheddar's giving birth.
one baby so far.
update when i see another one...

first baby born abt 12.30?

SHOUT TO THE LORD
My Jesus, My Savior. Lord there is none like You
All of my days, I want to praise
The wonders of Your mighty love
My comfort, my shelter.
Tower of refuge and strength
Let every breath, all that I am
never cease to worship You.

Shout to the Lord all the earth, let us sing
Power and majesty, praise to the King
Mountains bow down and the seas will roar
At the sound of Your name
I sing for joy at the works of Your hands
Forever I'll love You, forever, I'll stand.
Nothing compares to the promise I have in You.



i dunno.
i just love this song.

i dunno laaaaaaaaah.
every breath i'm taking is making me feel like crying.
seriously.
dying feels that much better.
at least you're numb and unfeeling.

i feel so .__. now.
it's like,
there's still no conection (between us),
but yet you still keep hanging on,
and i can't let go...
so stop making it harder to say goodbye,
and just walk away;
without the tears in the eyes...

and i don't know why,
but i just feel damn emo all of a sudden.
it's like,
y'all always have sth to say,
that doesn't concern me,
and i have to be there,
and listen to y'all enjoying yourselves,
laughing at jokes i don't know about,
having similar dm, dn, and whatever shit.
just damn left out again.

and i wanna stop thinking about the past,
but it just won't stop haunting me.
i wanna live the future,
but i'm not good enough to...

all i want is a friend i can say everything to,
but everyone i thought could be that friend,
just turned around and stabbed me.
i don't wanna trust anyone anymore.
cos everytime i do,
something is torn away...

and just shut up about your comments.
you're not any better than me.
there's no problem with me being better than you.
so yea.
shut your fcking mouth up.

and this whole post isn't refering to one person.
so don't try guessing.

yayee.

BAM blog is up <3

http://bam-productions.blogspot.com/

go visit it :D



and happy bday christle

bleh.
everything i spent the night downloading has been cancelled by my mother 3 glorious minutes before i woke up.
nice.
it is now 3.47am.
shall go sleep now.

&my life is SO great.

what's your fucking problem.

DD:
I made amanda emo today X:
yeah.
amazing.
rushing hist and LA now...

<3 happy birthday daddy :D
buy me that guitar and i'll love you more X)

why must you always try to make my life difficult?
<33 huijun for everything (except the flu) today
haha.
and YAYEE for DHSSoftball winning (for the 1st time?)
JOKING. (cos i think JK will be misleading. lol.)
yepyep.
jiayou for other comps <3

6a06, i miss you ):
have another outing kays?

damn tired.
bfa the whole morn:
cpr daaaaaaaaamn fun <3
haha.
and got a free cheese pancake from the worker at mr bean(:
but i dunno why i got it free, lol.
then everyone was like,
how come you got free,
i don't have XD
lol.
going out later.
byee

it doesn't feel like before;
can we bring the past back,
and act like nothing has went wrong?
cos the memories just keep rewinding,
and i can't find the stop button.
next thing i knew,
i've cried my eyes dry -
i miss you.

lol.
sounds like something from a song (to me)
but it's just random words that formed in my head,
while staring at the empty blogger post thingy.
haha.
i'm a natural song writer X)
(ahh shit. amanda's thickskin-ess is rubbing off on me :)
lol.

but yea,
i do miss the past;
the past when nothing mattered,
when friends were the people you could rely on no matter what,
when loyalty was always there -
when betrayal was shit -
but it's all in the past;
ain't it?

no.
i'm not being emo.
just being nostalgic.
(lol, REMINISCISING!)
yep.
i'm gonna dieeeeeee tmr.
first aid exam X:
wish me luck.
(hahaha. "no i wont, but i'll wish your opponents bad luck")

and the hollow feeling inside sucks.
it makes me feel like crying.
even if there's nothing to cry about.

&it's not helping when all you do is try and comfort me;
cos it makes me cry harder:
you don't know what i really need...

suddenly can't breathe anymore...
it's like the whole world is suddenly collapsing.

&the whole world seems to turn grey...

feel raaah now.
it's like you have no idea how much this means to me;
and you're not even caring about it.
i dunno.
so what if you're in the lead?
i'm doing most of the work anyway.
jeez.
this doesn't feel like the past anymore.

&when trouble arises,
i realise i'm all alone;
where were you when i needed you most?
what happened to the promise we made?...

guitar was damn funny.
and predictable.
mr lim:"what sch you go to?"
me:"dhs"
him:"oh. where is it?"
me:"mt sinai"
him:"then what time you wake up; your father drive you to sch?"
me:"abt 6.30; yea"
and crapped for 15 mins abt sch ._.
lol.
then lesson -
i learn damn fast.
lol.
the boy who learn like pretty long at page 15;
i'm at page 14 (X
haha.
so...
looking forward to next week's lesson;
but i need to confirm with my teacher whether i'm gonna join guitar ensem in yr 5.
then he decide which kind of guitar i should get.
lol.

sch was ok today.
i can't communicate with the taiwan ppl :\
lol.
but yea, had a good time with them.
recess was damn funny lah.
"ordinary fren only??"
lol. translated version of what amanda said to LI YU.
(i rmbed!)
haha.
then ACC.
SONG ABT AMANDA XD
damn funny...
then blahblahblah.
have to prepare for guitar now.
blog tonight.

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CHRISTINE(:
♥ Edward Cullen
turns older on 18 October
and is currently studying at DHS :D
Child of God
& ♥s her CG (LOL of WEFC)

Loves & Hates

LOVES:

HIM
The Twilight Series
Edward Cullen
Rocking xD
Going to the theatres
Shopping
Being alone in my room
Reading
My Clique♥
My hamsters :D
My Squad(:
House of the Dead 4 X:
My imagination;
My secret world ♥

HATES:

Being interupted when reading
Being lied to
Betrayals
Bitches
The darkness that looms at the edge of happiness