i feel so .__. now.
it's like,
there's still no conection (between us),
but yet you still keep hanging on,
and i can't let go...
so stop making it harder to say goodbye,
and just walk away;
without the tears in the eyes...

and i don't know why,
but i just feel damn emo all of a sudden.
it's like,
y'all always have sth to say,
that doesn't concern me,
and i have to be there,
and listen to y'all enjoying yourselves,
laughing at jokes i don't know about,
having similar dm, dn, and whatever shit.
just damn left out again.

and i wanna stop thinking about the past,
but it just won't stop haunting me.
i wanna live the future,
but i'm not good enough to...

all i want is a friend i can say everything to,
but everyone i thought could be that friend,
just turned around and stabbed me.
i don't wanna trust anyone anymore.
cos everytime i do,
something is torn away...

and just shut up about your comments.
you're not any better than me.
there's no problem with me being better than you.
so yea.
shut your fcking mouth up.

and this whole post isn't refering to one person.
so don't try guessing.

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CHRISTINE(:
♥ Edward Cullen
turns older on 18 October
and is currently studying at DHS :D
Child of God
& ♥s her CG (LOL of WEFC)

Loves & Hates

LOVES:

HIM
The Twilight Series
Edward Cullen
Rocking xD
Going to the theatres
Shopping
Being alone in my room
Reading
My Clique♥
My hamsters :D
My Squad(:
House of the Dead 4 X:
My imagination;
My secret world ♥

HATES:

Being interupted when reading
Being lied to
Betrayals
Bitches
The darkness that looms at the edge of happiness