Friday, May 9, 2008

i'm being emo.
cos i feel like i'm not the kind of person ppl always make me out to be.
it's damn tired to keep up with the standards that ppl set me.
it's like... whatever they can't do, they ask me to do.
and i dunno, it's just damn stressful.
and nobody understands.
it's not those kind of physical stress kinda thing;
more like emotional stress, mental stress.

and i can't stand the way that ____ treat certain ppl.
(it's supposed to be in plural form)
and nobody can understand why;
cos all of you are the same.
and i'm wasting my time trying to convince y'all not to treat ppl like that.
(no wonder i'm starting to prefer talking to yichen X:)

and gosh.
stop faking your way through stuff.
"I THINK CHINESE I'LL GET B LEH."
wtf lah.
like trying to put us down like that.
and i know your gpa very high lah.
what do we expect from a geek/nerd.

and i'm damn disappointed at my squad today.
why can't you all just try and understand me for once?
i voluntered to be I/C,
and i tried to make the best out of it,
considering that it's the last training with the instructors,
but you all?
scold me for giving instructions,
ask me to slack abit.
IF YOU'RE SO SMART, WHY DIDN'T YOU VOLUNTEER TO BE I/C?
why wait for me to volunteer,
then complain about it?
i just wanted a simple "yes ic",
but all i got were faces.
thanks alot ppl.
that sure made the last training damn fun.

what we could have been, 10:16 PM.