Saturday, July 26, 2008

(foreword: only smart people would understand this post.)

i really give up now.
'ASJC',
what's the point?
"i'm in ASJC, and i hate ** and i'm hoping i can quit."
you and i both know that that's not going to happen.

so just shut up about it.

i dno,
the way you guys displayed yourselves just made me damn pissed.

is this the way,
that after 1 1/2 years,
what all of you want to do is quit.

hasn't 1 1/2 years of being ********** let you guys learn anything,
about teamwork, about trust, about loyalty?

yea,
i know. it's a waste of time.
i know it's stupid most of the time.
i know pt sucks.
i know there are people we just hate in our *****,
and i know you all think that you have better things to do than spend your time in **,

but really,

do you dare to say,
that in this 1 1/2 years in **,
you've never been happy;
that you've never learnt anything from it;
that you've never enjoyed yourself;
that everything was a waste of time.

maybe ASJC is just your way of escaping reality:
the fact that you, deep down inside, already have a bond with **,
that you actually like it.

sure,
**** is coming,
you're afraid of it:
afraid of the trainings,
afraid that you won't be up to standard,
afraid that you wont make it.

but hey,
who doesnt feel that way?
we're all as scared of it as you are.
and we're all doing the same trainings.

so why not just shut up about this ASJC thing?
why not just accept the fact that you like **,
that you have benefited from it,
that, afterall, it isnt really a waste of time?
and that in your hearts,
you really want to see POP 2010 happening...

// whatever happened to together as one?

what we could have been, 10:32 PM.