i want to go to dartmouth.
harvard's fine too.
but yeah.
i'm in a dream now /:

yesterday was a bad day.
today was worst.
it started out ok,
until up to 5mins ago
when i realised Twilight's premiers on 18th Dec.
fuck JNCO ._.
now i dont get to see twilight on the 18 OR the 20 with the other Singaporean twilighters.
rawr.
i hate today/:
but studying with Kellie was fun,
even though we got nowhere.
so yeah.
i will watch jnco with sqdmates after camp ._.

this post is directed at my sister's "friends"

i'm just feeling sad for my sister.
it's like whatthehell?
you say you're her friend,
and when you know it was an accident,
you didn't defend her.

when another friend got hurt,
you all went to find her;
but what about my sis?
just because she's not hurt physically doesnt make her any better than the other.

yeah.
i know.
what happened during supplementary was her fault,
but puh-leez,
humans make mistakes too.

and that ms tan or whatever,
i think you suck.
i mean,
she's only ten,
what do you expect?
full maturity? knowing what people in africa are living like?
paying attention in lessons?
i mean,
even dhs people get distracted by lessons,
what more a ten year old kid?

hah.
and love.
yeah sure.
i'ld expect a ten year old to know all about love -.-
i doubt even the wisest man knows what love is exactly.
it's just different for everyone.

and ten year olds having crushes;
what with all the media broadcasting those stupid love shows,
(dont say cartoons dont have, look at BARBIE -.-),
can you blame them for being influenced?
they haven't seen much of the world,
and you're blaming them for doing something they dont know.
it's like blaming a baby for playing with a lighter because you left it somewhere where he can reach and you showed him how to use it -.-

back to friends.
i think you're just being unfair to her.
sure, she may have done bad stuff to y'all,
but did you think about why she wanted to do them,
and what things you actually had done to her?
no.
it's only human nature to shift the blame.

it's only human nature to think that they're always right,
and that they should get everything they want.

i'm sorry ten year olds,
the world is a much more dangerous place than you know.

the ever-so-smart me has:
a) burned a hole in my pencil case while reaching for hydrochloric acid,
b) managed to burn my hand with the SAME test tube,
c) and burnt a bit of the science lab table when repeating the experiment.

well yeah.
today is retribution day ._.

i just feel compelled to blog.
about love, i guess.
it's like this four lettered word which everyone wants,
one way or another - family, friends, soulmate, physical.

and it's like, now,
at this period of time when all my friends are teens,
it just makes it easier to 'fall-in-love'.
but, what is love?
it's easy to say that you're in love,
but how do you know whether it is indeed love?
sure, all the teenage ego hormones would be going:
"i'm sure it's love, what else can it be? i mean LOOK at him, blahblahblah..."
so if it's mostly hormones talking,
it ain't really love,
is it?

then there's the people who want to be in love-
with this hot guy/that cute guy;
or maybe just a plain guy that catches your eye.
it's that "i-love-him-but-he-doesnt-love-me" kinda thing.
but if he aint in love with you,
it's just a crush isnt it?

and there's family love.
it's like the hardest to talk about when you're a teen.
the hormones are now screaming "rebel",
and when you get a thrashing or whatever,
you'll be thinking "WHY CAN'T THEY JUST UNDERSTAND ME FOR ONCE?"
and then when you actually sit down and think through it,
you'll see that they're doing it because they love you.
and i dunno.
it just makes me sad to actually know that i did hurt my mum saying some stuff,
and that i actually neglect my dad's feelings alot.
ok.
let's just leave family love at this ._.

and friendship love.
it's like.
you can't tel who are your true friends now,
because you can't even tell who you are now.
and i dunno,
i just find myself thinking,
which people do i think are my friends;
the kind that i would still talk to after we graduate and stuff.
and then i realise nothing it confirmed.
because after this teenage phase,
we would never be the same people again.

//okay.
im emoing now.
byebye.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
SJ GOING TO UK!
OMG.
I'M LIKE SO DARN FREAKING HAPPY.
COS MY MUM HAS TO LET ME GO.
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG.
UKUKUKUKUKUKUKUKUKUKUKUKUKUK
okay. that looks like kuku but w/e
UK!

the last few days weren't that great,
so let's just leave it at that.
failed math test,
and just passed hcl.
so yeah,
pearl be content -.-

on the brighter side,
saw 5 angmohs with BLUE eyes
and 1 with GREEN eyes on the way home today :D
gosh.
i'm addicted to blue/green-eyed-spiky-hair guys xD
shall go see rob's eye colour now x:

post 386 shall be plain random.
starting with

i love facebook :D
cos pet society is so darn cute x:

and i caught the FLU again -.-

and i smelled ammonia gas this morn,
and i cant smell anything now,
and my nose still hurts ._.

and i want twilight the movie to come out later

and i want a red ipod nano O:

and i'm using alot of 'and's

ah well.
i think church study group would work out :D

red ipod nano pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeease

i want a red ipod nano O:

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
i'm missing twilight's premier thanks to jnco D:
a million other twihards are going to kill me for saying this,
but,
TWILIGHT COME TO SINGAPORE ON CHRISTMAS!
(and not 18.12)
pretty please? x:

twilight is pg-13!
haha.
damn happy :D

and i'm gonna get my new hardcover versions of twilight saga.
(even if i have to book online)
and the host after the exams 8D
so i'll probably have to save up $150 for them,
and sell kaiseng my paperbacks x)
and i'm gonna get the movie version of twilight,
and the collector's edition x:
and i'm going broke.
(hint* my birthday's in october xD)

haha.
i'm going crazy.
it's the stress,
i swear:
look at zhenting and vivian toh O:
and i have no idea what's up with the emots.

badbad headache now /:
and got guitar later.
and church was fun today.
they were revising math -.-
and i have no idea what i'm blogging abt alr T.T

wahahaha.

it is so damn true O:

happy birthday to my dearest XINYI and KAISENG 8D
glad you all liked the brownie (as corrected by daniel -.-)
lol.

i still rmb i met xinyi on the woodlands mrt platform,
and then we're like POOF -
auto friends xD
then we got into the same cca,
and we met more people that were like family.
so yeah,
big happy family.
haha.

and my most significant memory of kaiseng would be night walk.
shudders
it was just freaking funny.

yeap.
so.
yeah.
that's it.
have to do zuowen now -.-

post #381 is dedicated to my dearly beloved xl :D
haha.

a big TY,
for always being there for me,
from kindergarten (even though you don't rmb, lol) till forever, as you promised;

for listening to my incessant rantings about trivial matters,
and my never-ending gushings about guys x) ;

for telling me the truth straight-out,
no lies, no beat-around-the-bush, and no jokes about it,
just like i like it;

for being like a big brother to me,
playing, teaching and guiding me;

for the way we never have to pretend to each other;

for the manymanymany things you did for me,

and last but not least,

for being my personal Jacob Black <3

-

yep,
i'm done.

haha.

ily :D

avril was ok.
xl was being retarded.
lol.

you owe me a DINNER and a MCFLURRY
hahaha.
so that means another 'date' xD

and yeah.
the cake's making me hungry x:
haha.

and just for the fun of it,
let's go dinner after a 6A outing, with you-know-whos there.
ahhaha.
i wanna see their faces when they think whatever the taxi uncle thought xD

"FOR THE LAST TIME NO, SHE'S NOT MY GF"
wahahha.
still roflolmfao-ing at that.

yayee.
ily :D

i realised i forgot to post abt blg x:
haha.
bryan's damn cute,
and martin's damn cute too x:

and uh.
i caught bryan's towel during the concert,
and i hugged martin 8D

uh yeah.
that's pretty much it.

and xl and theodore might actually be good friends:
they're so alike xD

i'm actually blogging.
at mcs.
and got alot of mcs workers arguing in foreign language behind me.
and i shouldnt be here anymore because i've finished eating.
but whatever xD

and i'm veryveryvery sorry to my la grp members.
i know i have no acting genes /:

and i've finished twilight series 3 times 8D
haha.

i love kellie :D

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CHRISTINE(:
♥ Edward Cullen
turns older on 18 October
and is currently studying at DHS :D
Child of God
& ♥s her CG (LOL of WEFC)

Loves & Hates

LOVES:

HIM
The Twilight Series
Edward Cullen
Rocking xD
Going to the theatres
Shopping
Being alone in my room
Reading
My Clique♥
My hamsters :D
My Squad(:
House of the Dead 4 X:
My imagination;
My secret world ♥

HATES:

Being interupted when reading
Being lied to
Betrayals
Bitches
The darkness that looms at the edge of happiness