Friday, December 26, 2008
i am feeling sad for myself now.
despite the optimism post below.
y'know you can't control hormones.
y'know you can't control the people you mingle with.
but seriously why am i liking guys i'm not supposed to like.
convulted sentence?
yes.
but my emotions are more messed up.
------
i think it'll end up as another heartbreak;
another heart ache,
to add on to the pile at the corner of my mind
Lord, guide me through this,
help me sort out my feelings,
help me see myself without masks.
------
there's a million and one things i need to tell you,
but if i did,
that would probably be the last million and one things that i tell you.
and i never want to stop telling you stuff ._.
what we could have been, 11:01 PM.
